Hard Time

Last post dated April. Almost one month ago.

Throughout this one month, I actually felt like blogging, expressing my depressed, thoughts, hardships and feeling, but I have really no time.

Took over a big project, which make me really tense up, I couldn't even smile everyday, since everyone is waiting for your cue, seeing you how to make this never ever done before big project happen (or in negative terms, see how you die)...

That's really not a good feeling, and I hate this kind of feeling.

I'm still new in position, why can't they all give me some support/guiding opinion???

Perhaps this is the real world.

Although I was tired, I still started to think deeply why am I going into this position..

Is that what I want in my life? *miserable*

I like team works, but can we have a good one?

I know I couldn't control how people think and act, but I sincerely hope that this world could have more supportive people around.

Pls don't easily lose control by expressing the temper or negative thoughts... If you think you are having a hard time, others does! It will just making others feel even bad...