Sunday, January 21, 2007

Friendship

Because of getting into groups for assignments, problems occured! This is what I have expected but it's not what I willing to see... Although everyone may have change and I think it's highly possible for whom I think would change, I couldn't haardly believe this tragedy to happen among us... We are now frustrated with what had happened, and I also felt regret to what had happened... I wish this could just past away by itself... and hope everyone of us don't have any hurt feeling with this... It may be a hard semester, but in another way, I know we could come across this challenge... I'm so sorry for those who really wanted to do assignments with me, I'd tried my very best to rearrange so that everyone could have a chance to work with me but you know, it's not going to be very fair and equal... I'm sure you all can do your best without me too... trust yourself..

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Brainstorming

Having the same problem as last time... communication problem is the most biggest problem in this world, I've learnt to realise no one could actually saying their true feelings to you....the process is always the same.. suffering, solving and keep on moving.. there's no other choice... too many things came in together, it's now making me breathless... Have to come out with lots of print advertisement ideas, radio advertisement idea and video idea yet people around is still making problem.. don't exactly know what caused the problem and those problems always stuck in my mind.. and deadline is rushing to to come out with ideas to move on with my assignments... i hate that kind of feeling...

Sunday, January 14, 2007

May God bless me

My Week 1 of year 2 past with terrible sickness.. Still,I haven't recover from my sickness, don't really know why am I having long, suffer sickness.. As I know, I must recover as soon as possible because the 'war' is going to begin from week 2(means tomorrow).. going to have loads of assignments and classes.. quite a busy year but it wouldn't push me down.. I'm going to do my best.. lately having problems with group members, don't know who to choose or do things with.. actually, for me, it's the same.. now, I don't really expect anything, I just hope I can handle along with happiness.. God bless me :) anyway, having shoting for next week... good luck to me and wish i could have great ideas about what to shot... (in wondering and brainstorming situation)

Monday, January 08, 2007

Back to University

I've started my new semester 2007.. I'm no longer year 1 broadcasting student but year 2 semester 1 student.. don't feel really good today coz my university is so so so crowded.. Even worst is there's so any people in a same lecture, the air-cond is so limited, I almost can't breath inside... Had my Communication Theories and Intro to Advertising this morning.. just a simple intro to each course.. pretty bored actually.. Guess what.. UTAR merged May intake year 1 student with us(Year2 sem1 student).. Someone said that is because they can't take pendidikan moral this sem therefore, they have to do intro to advertising first.. hehe:p at least they must do pendidikan moral... hahahaha..:D Went home at 2pm.. not feeling well started from this early morning.. until afternoon I'm sure I'm sick.. have terribly sore throat and headache.. *sigh* sick in the first day of school... T_T $@^!*#&%

Friday, January 05, 2007

I'm myself

Hmm.. don't feel like posting here anymore because I want myself to be my true self, telling the true life.. why am I writing here again is because my true friends, who always stay besides me, telling me I'm not updating my blog... I'm glad to have them besides me.. sure everyone is interested to know actually what happened to me, but as usual, I don't really like to talk about it anymore.. it hurts me and affects me deeply.. although I'm quite ok when people look at me now, I know I'm not that ok and I would feel like crying too when I thought of this things happened on me.. Someone who helps me a lot said I'm too negative in thinking and I would say to myself that this is not positive or negative but facing the real situation.. I don't know who would read my blog,maybe someone who wants to treat me or maybe (positive abit) someone who really cares me... I hope to express my true self and that's why today I'm here again.. I'll stay with my true words in this blog.. I'm not opening a chat box.. so if you wanna tell me something you can do it in comment(under each post), I'll definitely know... don't worry.. ^.^