Useless Environment

Sucks environment ruin my life.. fed up and couldn't stand with all mumbling.. Am I that worst to keep you mumbling on me huh???

I've chosen my path.. I've done my best... isn't that still not enough to satisfy you??

You make me lose temper and irrational.. I don't know what are the reasons I'm staying back with this kind of environment..

Not Ready

I'm not ready yet
I haven't prepare to accept the new challenge
I haven't figure out the best solution to solve obstacles
I'm really really not ready for a new academic semester

Day and day, I found myself getting lost.. Don't know what things to focus on, what things to ignore.. Tired of life, lost passion are the reasons for all the "not ready"..

Sat behind the lecture hall, staring at everyone's back, I couldn't concentrate, my mind wander far far away.. everyone seems the same but everyone knows deep in their heart many things changed..

Life is escaping no where
No one or things could be remain

"Eating" Trip

Before I end my 3 weeks holiday, I went to Malacca for relaxing purpose... I found that I really enjoy this holiday and it seems like too short for me.. I didn't spend much time at home.. Went out almost everyday, meeting people and found back life enthusiasim..

Last Trip for this holiday is Malacca Trip.. I would describe this trip as "Eating Trip" because I ate a lot.. it's terribly delicious and mouth-watering... haha... I seldom said that.. ;p

First time went to Jonker Walk... Love it very much.. There are sooooooo many funny and interesting there... ^^v I should have went there earlier.. Ate special cendol and Nyonya Laksa.. Although I was full, I managed to finish almost all... Never think of that delicious before.. haha..

Then, the next day evening, went to Portuguese Settlement.. Another Big Seafood dinner accompany by Malacca sea and sunset.. hahaha.. I didn't took much photos at Malacca because I spent a lot of time eating... hahaha :D I think this is a very nice photo to share with...

Nice view from Portuguese Settlement with *Malacca sea and sunset*

A Special Evening Spent with Romance and Happiness

Finally went to Eye on Malaysia with michele, wei and yan yee.. hehe.. although it's not as romantic as I think, I'm satisfied with it..

luvly skycrappers

KL view from skycrapper

Sadly, couldn't have a good chance to look at the laser show because it was raining... T_T but I managed to get a quick shot.. haha..

Laser show specially designed for Tourism Malaysia 2007

After that, went to Time Square Neway sing K.. Had our dinner and celebrate wei's birthday there... 8 something was Happy Hour Rate and it's highly expensive.. RM32++.. then it became RM44.. (expensive like hell la~ ~ but with buffet dinner la..) Since I've never tried Neway buffet dinner, I didn't complain much but I ate a lot.. because toooooo expensive... I must eat as much as I can so that it's worth it.. hahaha :D

We drank alcohol and got very high.. haha.. Poor yan yee.. she get drunk so fast.. hahaha ;p

Holiday Normal Diary

12pm - wake up, bath..

1.30pm - wandering, searching food exclude maggi mee..

2pm - aet/fed up, open PC, surf net..

3.30pm - watch TV drama..

5pm - read book/play piano..

6pm - bath again.. (opps.. sorry coz kinda luv bath)

7.30pm - go grandpa's house, have dinner together..

8pm - watch TV again..

9.30pm - listen music, starring at ceiling, mind wandering again..

10.30pm - write blog, chit-chat, reply e-mail..

11pm - watch series...

3am - sleep

This is my in-house normal holiday daily procedures.. sounds a bit boring.. Actually can't say bored but it's just a kind of lost life..

Although I think this kind of life still better than rushing assignments, have arguments, I just can't stay long with this kind of life.. 3 weeks I'm still OK.. hahaha :D

Another good point of this life is heart and mind feel stable..

Discover Funny Gathering

Suppose this holiday is bored.. but it's not as bored as I expected.. a lot of old friends called out.. One very special call was primary school friend..hehe ;p called for primary school gathering ^.^ of course i'm OK..

Then 4pm meet at Wong KoK Parkson.. But why 4pm only I was there?? Stupid them.. they are late... nevermind, I was patient.. (intentionally don't want to spoilt my holiday mood hehe :D) 4.20pm.. shit them.. finally they came.. 1, 2 ,3, 4... only 4 person?? =.=" this is what they called primary school gathering?? haih.. NEVERMIND...

After we sat down at Wong Kok, they said too little people.. fine, everyone keep calling others come Wong Kok except me..( hehe only me don't have any contact ;p) Actually, we don't have much number, therefore they said want to go house by house, knock house by house @_@ sounds stupid... but I still followed..

Finally we knocked 2 persons house... hahaha one of it is our class monitor house.. hahaha.. I never think of doing those stupid action la.. then we go 糖黏豆 yam cha again..

aiyor... whole stomach also water already..

Although very little people, this is really a good, memorable gathering , and we promise will do a class gathering on 30th june since fei is leaving to Australia... haha..

happy chit-chatting around ^.^

Self-talk

It's late mid in the night..suddenly, feel like blogging.. usually I wouldn't have this kind of feeling but today just very different... everything is flashing back into my mind, I couldn't stand with this emotion anymore, everything seems so fresh... Now only I realize I've gone through a lot of matter, no matter what had I experience, good or bad, it's already over.. I'm myself yet not as ordinary as who i am before anymore...

My Holiday

The day after exam I went for a trip with some of my coursemates.. Experience two days 1 night enjoyable trip at Genting... Hohohho =.=" Opps!!! wrong style.. and I've got a lot of 1ST TIME EXPERIENCE ^.^

Hohohoho is here ; p

Crazy people doing crazy thing

The 1st time into Outdoor Theme Park with a group of friends.. hahaha.. of course I've been to outdoor theme park but this is the first time I went with a whole gang of friend.. I still remembered that the last time I went there was Form 3.. with librarian.. Although it can be counted as went with a group of friends too, still, not all of them is my friend... that's why actually not that fun but this time very different... just that I think I was over excited and I want to challenge everything... THEN, terrible, shamful things happened.. Car racing not enough tall to enter T_T so embarrassed..... 2nd thing is I underestimate Soon Chee Haur challeng and I vomit.. haih.. don't know what to said... aiyorrrr.. that stupid guy is toooooo crazyyyy.. keep on turning turning and I don't know why he will not faint...

2nd thing is first time clubbing,went into Disco.. is Safari Disco

Surprisingly, that day is Ladies night, all female got a free entrance.. WOWWW ! great time to exposure.. only regret thing is I didn't bring suitable clothes and my high heels for clubbing purpose.. haih.. end up wore sports suits.. T_T yerrr.. first time clubbing got this kind of experience o, different from my memory... another thing is I have to carry my wallet and handphone and I don't have pocket with me.. in order not to carry during dancing, I've to wore my jacket and put all my stuff inside... but overall the experience is OK...but I hate the remix music, keep on remix and remix with the same rhythm... IDIOT!!!very tiring la...

girls on couple bridge

Skycrappers!!!! I love skycrappers.....

The next day we came down around 2pm.... should be earlier than that but we are so unlucky that Skyway having maintenance.. and we have to went down by bus.. the fastest bus we got were 2pm bus.. =.=" have to sit there for 1 hour...

End of our 2 days 1 night trip... now, we are having our own holiday....

wish everyone healthy and happy

Finally....

Finally... I finished my year 2 semester 1... finally.. I've a chance to breath after 4 months battle.. finally... I realised university life could be colourful and happy as well.... finally.... I've came out from the blackness.... finally I saw the light source of life...

Is that really just a feeling

2.43am, late mid night but currently do not feel sleepy.. or maybe I'm having insomnia again... Mind is flying here and there non-stop, everything seems fresh in my mind... Couldn't understand why I will definitely feel this during mid night, am I really miss out something in my life? predicting my life after next Monday, 7th May.. that's my 3 weeks holiday... that's the time for me to rest my head nad heart.. Hopefully I could feel stable in this holiday.. Emotion lately keep increasing and decreasing sharply.. Nothing cause it but a weird expression from heart... My heart is now as fragile as this....
Thinking that.... maybe.... I still need to develop myself and recover from past bad experience.... Just like sickness... hope I can get well soon...

Growing is a must

Suddenly feel like growing and knowing yourself is a must in a life cycle... Knowing oneself is a hard process but one must go through this process, learn about yourself, what is your life philosophy then only it could help you develop... Throughout this process, I realize stay happily is a another vital understanding and applying... During previous moment, I could hardly came across this but now, I realize the most important thing for me is only time and self-development.. After that particular period, I could easily accept that what was done was done.. I couldn't do anything but accept this and face another new challenge...

Very Moment

Suppose to study hard at this very moment, but just couldn't concentrate.. getting playful and playful.. Although studying might be essential, play is another part of life.. These few days I spent almost all my time with television and the Internet.. I know I shouldn't do that, but exactly, I don't really know what to study (except for Communication Theories).. Nowadays final exam seems like base on your foundation and creativity.. it's quite hard to determine what could you get because it may be creative to you but not to the others.. so I don't think I want to put so much effort in studying basic guidelines...