Self-talk

It's late mid in the night..suddenly, feel like blogging.. usually I wouldn't have this kind of feeling but today just very different... everything is flashing back into my mind, I couldn't stand with this emotion anymore, everything seems so fresh... Now only I realize I've gone through a lot of matter, no matter what had I experience, good or bad, it's already over.. I'm myself yet not as ordinary as who i am before anymore...