Great vs Worst Decision

I had made a decision.... a decision I wouldn't expect too.... I have quit my job (can be known as resign also) Work on this job for a few months.... although not really interesting and sometime is really tiring... but I still go on for it.. why ? don't ask me.. I don't know the answer too... Now it's over... a bit frustrated but my life shouldn't stop there.. it's just a temporary job... my life should be more challenging.. more colourful... more on myself... isn't it ?

Isn't in good mood

isn't in a good mood.... heart almost broken... how can these things happen to me?? holiday isn't that should be happy?? but why is it still the same?? everything seems like not going to change... interesting thing wouldn't happen and excited thing will be block either.... *sigh* second semester is coming... maybe i should have prepare for it... i should have more prepare because i can imagine what is going to happen in the future.... is it i shall change myself? or the world should have change and suit me? anyway... it's not the end... and it's not going to end too... I'm just not that kind of people that will simply change and suit the world isn't it??

Release

feel release now... after finish final exam and this is really the best time for me ==> my holiday...... although it's onli 2 week and I feel it's really too little for me.... I'm willing to use my holiday effectively... Of course the first thing I prefer to do is stay relax.... I can just sit there and do nothing for about an hour... give myself some time to think about my whole semester and the longer is my life.... then I take a good bath... spending hours and hours inside the bath tub... *wow* really having a great life... Now i'm watching some latest Hong Kong drama... which I really hold for a long time because of my coursework and final... haih... now only can watch.. then I'll prepare for my second time... in the moment... read some book and do some in-depth thinking...