Isn't in good mood

isn't in a good mood.... heart almost broken... how can these things happen to me?? holiday isn't that should be happy?? but why is it still the same?? everything seems like not going to change... interesting thing wouldn't happen and excited thing will be block either.... *sigh* second semester is coming... maybe i should have prepare for it... i should have more prepare because i can imagine what is going to happen in the future.... is it i shall change myself? or the world should have change and suit me? anyway... it's not the end... and it's not going to end too... I'm just not that kind of people that will simply change and suit the world isn't it??