I'm awake

Didn't blog for such a long time because don't feel like wanna blog at all... It's a one week public holiday(but for me everyday is a holiday.. hahaha :D) went back to mum's hometown Gerik for one weeks time, totally release by now... although we have to travel for a long journey but i think it's worth.. I didn't have much time to go back and spend time with all my cute cousin since i grown up... this trip let awaken me that everything is just a tiny part of life... see everyone in Gerik, they're so happy, so generous, so kind and so so so true... I love this true feeling so much... :) they have gone through lots of thing in life but they can still live happily... this is what we called the attitude of life...

Thanks loads

Didn't post for a long time since I was in a serious dilemma about myself and my life... Now I've "reborn" because I understand life can't be changed much although you try any harder... I've met my old friends (and somehow my true friends) these few days... really enjoy the moment I spent with them...Thanks for always beside me and giving me loads of support, I truly appreciate all of your efforts.... XD anyway, I knew some of my university's friend cared me a lots, thank you very much... hehe :p since we are having long term holiday, we are still keeping in touch till now... I was surprised and glad to have you all as my friend too... but it's not enough for us to sms, and chit-chatting at msn o... we must get together and go yam cha o... >.<

Useless World

I'm totally speechless against this world... can't everyone just try to think of others? I'm helpless... don't know what can I do to myself and my own life... it's just gone it's meaning... I don't know when and why I started to be like this but I hope to end this kind of feeling very soon.. no mood to write anymore...