心•蒙蔽了 Neglected Love

Finally...
Our production..
Our drama....
is out...

Here is the trailer,
complete drama may request
from me...

Enjoy :D

心•蒙蔽了 Neglected Love

Finally... Our production... Neglected Love is out...

This is the trailer, whole drama is with me.... Enjoy :D

Consequences of Independent

Sometimes, felt that over independent is a worst thing in life... Seems like everything have to be handle by yourself.. No one could actually help and no one could actually willing to help since everyone thinks that you are independent enough...

Hate myself over independent, even sick, it's my responsibility to drive to clinic and consult doctor.. (sick didn't recover but I got another illness)

Medic allergic, it's my fault again, my responsibility agian to consult doctor one more time...(Now, I don't even want to bother anymore...)

Independent, for me, isn't a good thing, but I would rather said it's a worst feeling...

I would rather prefer someone to be beside to help, or just to share with me...

Sufffering Sore Throat & Dry Cough

Maybe I was lack of sleep (but I always lack of sleep) that cause me to have a sudden sore throat and dry cough these few days...

Maybe is my everyday consumption pattern that lead me to this too...

Maybe is the weather lately, and I'm not use to it...

*sigh* No more maybe... sore throat and dry cough means I'm sick....

Physically, Mentally Sick

These few days keep busying and worrying about tv production drama editing.. Don't have much time to rest..

Although it's tiring, as long as satisfy, I don't mind staying up late, doing all hard works..

Today, after last lecture, multimedia lecture, suddenly felt down... Physically not feeling well, mentally sick.. Got tied up.. everything is still so rush, problems happen together..

Do not know what else can I do.. No matter how hard I tried to solve problems, still, a lot of problems come to me...

Depress and stress, nowadays, find myself useless, don't have ability to solve problems anymore.. Too many problems for me, that's enough..

This subject got problems, before solving, another person tell me another subject's problems... Got really fed up...

Felt always solving problems alone... Getting speechless and speechless, don't have a specific reasons that cause that.. simply just do not know what to talk and lazy to face human....

Tired Life Tired Heart Tired of Everything

It's the first time I felt to face myself bravely, face my true feeling to the real world.... but finally.. what do I get??

Once I decided that, I never thought of the consequences.... now, the consequences comes to me...

How long I had been hiding my true feeling? I didn't know.. for years, I felt hard to live and sometimes, I even felt that I had lost myself in a mysterious world....

Life is always not as easy as we think, but I just want to be myself.. isn't that a hard thing to achieve??

I'm miserable.....