Pass... Pass.... Pass !!!!!

My first semester result come out today.... I'm very anxious.... and... of course a little bit scared... I think I would fail.... at least 1 subject,accounts.... But... I didn't fail... Hahahha.... I didn't fail not even 1 subject.... Hahaha.... very happy....(because no need to resit or study accounts next semester) My gred for the first semester exam haven't come out yet.... But as I know I pass all... That's enough for me... Next semester I'll be taking 6 subject too... That is english,BM,Management,Computer Studies,Introduction to Art and public speaking.... Hope I get a flying colour next semester... :D

Commit Suicide...........

Today I go back to my secondary school with Michele.... My student reporter's junior tell me one girl commit suicide in the toilet a few days ago.... I say I know this happen..... Then she give me a numb look.... She say"do you know who is that girl ? She is ###...... Your junior....."Her voice starting to change.... But I'm very blur.... "who? I don't know...." Her voice starting to become worried.... "It's your 19th student reporter's junior,###...... remember ??" I sisn't answer her for a few seconds..... "OHHH!!! is that the girl with......???" Now , I'm very confirm who's that girl.... Suddenly I feel very very sad.... Why this would happen ? Is that her work too stress ? Somemore sunday have to attend student reporter's activity.... Is that I give her too many pressure ? I don't want this things to happen..... but how ? It happen..... Is that my fault ? I don't know what to do.... After that , when I ready to leave the school.... Another junior come and tell me teacher say got reporter come to school and ask for interview.... Then the teacher scold all fault are reporter..... reporter no use...... Haih.... I don't know what my junior feel.... But I'm not happy at all..... I tell my junior it's not the reporter's fault.... They're just doing their job..... Haih.... hope next time my junior won't face any problme if they want to interview something in school......

No Luck With Genting

My brother go Genting with his friend..... Haih..... Why I'm not the one who go Genting with my friend ?? He actually had gone to Genting many time with his friend after he graduated from his secondary school..... Now he already finish his pre-u in MMU.... June 2005 he will shift back to KL , Cyberjaya Campus to study...... A few days before he went to Genting..... he get to know his final exam results..... He pass all..... But still don't know which choice of majoring can he take.... He is very happy because the most scary subject.... Apply maths he also pass..... He really good in Maths.... I think my only A for Maths is in PMR..... That time really don't know how I get A..... Anyway.... Hope I can go Genting with my friend next time......

That's Me... I Hate Myself...

Although now i'm in holiday, i'm not in a good mood because i think too much everyday..... Actually is that i'm so complicated until no one can actually know me well ??? I really don't understand..... Can god give someone who know my thought well to me ?? i think too much.... I don't know this is good.... or bad.... Maybe good for others.... but not me... Sometimes I think I'm the one who make myself live in difficult.... is ME.... I'm the one who think too much for me and for others as well..... until.... sometimes i cannot make a good or better decision on myself..... I have to.... again.... think.... what would happen on me.... on my family.... what is the effect.... what would happen if this happen that happen..... All the if-then-else case I think.....I want to do this..... I have a chance to do this.... but I cannot do so..... haih..... THAT'S ME !!!!! I hate myself who think a lot........