偶遇

真没想到 会在今天

这么一个特别的日子里

这么偶然 这么恰巧地

遇上你

当看到熟悉的活动场景

心里头 已经愣了一下

想说 你会在吗

其实知道不应该去寻求答案

但是 身体做的却是另一回事

结果 也不晓得哪个才是自己真正想要的结果

庆幸的是 你依然认真工作

依然健康 依然开朗

这 应该也是我打从心底想看到的吧

工作加油! :)

平安夜 不安宁

今年的平安夜 一点儿也不安宁
唉 因为身体终于拉起了警报
还是乖乖地到诊所拜访医生了

真讨厌 哪有人平安夜在诊所的~~
不对！我就是那个奇怪的人！

回到家 倒了杯水
看着桌上的药 突然想起了你....

我讨厌吃药 因为很苦
不病得死去活来 谁也没办法叫我吃药

就只有你
也只有你可以
可以诱骗我吃药
突然 好想好想你 好久没和你联络了.....

Lose Control

Never never expect that I have a day which I, lose total control because of you.

You might think my attitude to you change, especially recently...

But I'm here, to clarify, my heart didn't change...

It's still the same. The one that I care.

Maybe the only different is I want to make a difference,

I'm not the one that could understand you,

I'm not the one that you will choose to talk to,

And I'm never the one that you will care.

Anyway, I just want you to understand,

I still care a lot of you...

Come Across

Sometimes, it's just to hard to start a relationship.

As you grow older, many things, many considerations,become the obstacles.

To start off, bravity is everything.

But soon, how can you both assure of your coming path.

Right person,

Right timing,

Right perception

are everything to ensure a sparkling future.

Random

Lived in city since I was born. Used to it.

However, as I grew older, and when it reaches midnight...

I wonder how good to have a sea in the city.

It helps overcome loneliness...

The natural sound helps calming thought and emotion...

Sometimes

Sometimes, I feel that world is just too complicated...

Sometimes, I feel it's hard to get across obstacles...

Sometimes, I feel no one could understand the 'newly' world that I'm facing...

Sometimes, my friends are besides me, giving unlimited support...

Sometimes, I feel glad with the current situation that I have...

Sometimes, it's just inside feelings...

Sometimes, it's just sometimes...

The End

Hmmm... long time didn't post.. lately quite busy joining camp and doing my own things:p and forgot to post.. but usually december(the end of one year and coming of another new year) have to do a lot of things.. seeing all my old friends, since they finish STPM and some of them is going overseas soon.. )*sigh* I will miss them very very much.. A few weeks ago, one of my best friend just went back to her own country.. Don't know whether we could meet each other again or not.. I wish she would and I'm sure she will do good in everything...Great wishes to you !!! muackss!!! >.<

Night Life

I luv n prefer beautiful, romantic night life

I'm totally fall into a deep dilemma... I think I have to adjust myself to my life,my philosophy and others many many more... having kind of normal life now, but I feel something missing in my life... I don't know what is it about and that's why recently I'm more emotional compared to last time... I'll be more sensitive than others time when it comes to night, especially late in the night... although it makes me feel ad sometimes, I still prefer to stay awake late in the night... I love night life... no matter I spend my night life at home or outside, I'll feel night is the beautiful, romantic moment for a whole day.... ^.^

Joy of Life

Recently I'm too free but I really enjoy the life I have.. Sometimes it's just too good to stay alone.. but in another time I have my friend with me... glad everthing is perfectly OK recently... I'm able to sleep till 9 sumthing in the morning.. if I decide to stay at home the whole day, then TV becomes the most important things for me.... switch on the TV, sitting comfortably on the sofa,reading novel and drinking wine..... wow... do you realize? it's an extremely fabulous life I'm having... If there's no interesting programme to watch on, I'll switch it to ASTRO radio.. there's a great channel, classical music channel... every classical music spark up your life... do you envy about my life? Hmmm... you're able to create your own joy of life too, right?

Lonely

feel lonely lately... thinking of some problem... most probabaly is life problem... maybe I really don't l=know what kind of life I'm having... finding out the roots of problem ? No ~ Everything just seems to be very OK... no problem... but how come I feel scared when people talk about my true life... ?? I'm wondering... but I scared to face my true self... I don't know what happened to me... that's kind of feeling (maybe it's lonely) disturb me always... I don't like it.. but it's always around me... isn't that I don't trust people? yes... it's true... I really don't trust anyone since I'm small... no one would be sincere to me... I choose to hide... that's the best way to protect myself from getting hurt... Most probably I would just live my life that way... just don't tell me my true self... don't ask me about my life and that's fine... it's good for you and me...

Frustrated Warehouse Sales !!!

Went to Armada Hotel for the Warehouse Sales... Of course there's a lot of people there... At first I didn't feel anything special... it's still a hotel with VIP room for the Warehouse Sales...But after I get in the VIP hall... straight away I feel regret and frustrated... too many people in the hall and the worst thing is there's no air-cond in the what we call "VIP" hall.... how come this kind of thing would happened in a hotel? really unbelievable... after I take a look on several pairs of shoes... it's nothing special with it(it's also my "style" of shoes)... Then I quickly walked out from the hall... When I felt totally fed up, I saw a lot of rubbish outside the main hall... it's all around... I really found no words for this kind of thing and I think this is what we called MALAYSIAN !!!