Coming to an end

It's coming to an end, 4 more weeks to go,

and that's the end of my degree studies.

So much feelings raise up from the deep bottom of my heart.

Woudn't say I have a tremendously cool, enjoyable University life,

but I would rather summarize my University life as colorful,

full of different emotions.

Seeing my friends, we have come along for a long period.

Know each others well, chit-chatting without consider much,

that's really a likeable matter to me.

Will continue to appreciate the time together :)

Sick

The end of week 12, a week that need to rush for 3 assignments, I finally collapse...

Fall sick around 6.15am morning, which the night I didn't sleep, whole day and night working out the Communcation Law report (sux subject)

Got fever, but still need to rush to Star Tower early in the morning, to carry n with our live show setting...

I was blur, thought I couldn't do that setting anymore. But, how miracle, when I get into th studio, don't know what forces, my sick is gone... and I manage to do it efficiently...

However, after it ends, I turns back to sick again.. *poor me*

Had a tough week, but then I realize I have something, so called "inner-determination" that could holds me till the end of my work...

Wonder this is a good thing or a bad thing...

True Blessing

Still on-going with university busy life. This year, after came back from internship, I realize that almost everyone around me, change lots...

Guess including myself, I admit, I changed a lot too...

Glad to see this development in my friends. This means that everyone do grow up, during this 3 months internship.

I guess, the over flexibility in this field, make us feel that we, somehow, must appreciate few months time left at our university...

Although, I know, sometimes, I don't really keep in touch with others, especially during internship (or most probably after graduate), but what is true and real, will last....

Thanks to my dear friends that always be by my side, even though I was so busy and might ignore your kindness to me ;p

But, don't forget, I did, feel touch and remember all your kindness... So, your kindness has not wasted, I put it deep in my true heart : )

I will love to see everyone of us take a suitable road and get your own charming, colourful, bright future : ) True blessing to you and me ~ ~

Terrible Week 6

Finally reached the end of week 6, an extreme terrible week for me... I don't know what has I did in this week...

First, rushed got Media Planning (TAA report + Media Monitoring)

Then, rushed for International Advertising tutorial presentation

Next, rushed for TV Production mid-term (end up with reading nothing)

And finally, and most importantly, rushed for TV Production presentation

Everything moved in a hurry... hurry till I'm blur, numb... I don't know what am I doing and talking.. I lost my ability to think critically, I lost my ability to speak normally... I have to apologised for my presentation, I don't really did it well... I admit, at that moment, my mind really went blank, I'm blur of the whole condition... I just try my very best to recall and talk smoothly...

Although things didn't went as well as planned, I don't think anyone of us did anything wrong.... Just situation didn't go as our way....

Thanks for Walker company supportive crew member.... I appreciate it a lot

Back to Normal ?

Glad to see everything back to normal operation, groups settled, everyone working hard in assignments by now..

6 subjects in Year 2 Semester 2.. Each and every one of it is quite heavy as compared to previous years or semesters..

1. Tv Production

2. Screenplay and Scriptwriting

3. Media Planning

4. International Advertising

5. Communication Research Method

6. Multimedia Design and Application

I think, for most of us, the most excited subject would be TV Production.. ^.^ (coz this time we are going to produce drama)... Hahahaaha :D

For me, I think week 8 will be the busiest, stressful week for me because I have to hand in Communication Research Report, hand in Screenplay individual script, my turn to present Communication Research Report and I have to go out for TV Production drama shooting..

*Sigh* Let's start our busy life...

Not Ready

I'm not ready yet
I haven't prepare to accept the new challenge
I haven't figure out the best solution to solve obstacles
I'm really really not ready for a new academic semester

Day and day, I found myself getting lost.. Don't know what things to focus on, what things to ignore.. Tired of life, lost passion are the reasons for all the "not ready"..

Sat behind the lecture hall, staring at everyone's back, I couldn't concentrate, my mind wander far far away.. everyone seems the same but everyone knows deep in their heart many things changed..

Life is escaping no where
No one or things could be remain

A Special Evening Spent with Romance and Happiness

Finally went to Eye on Malaysia with michele, wei and yan yee.. hehe.. although it's not as romantic as I think, I'm satisfied with it..

luvly skycrappers

KL view from skycrapper

Sadly, couldn't have a good chance to look at the laser show because it was raining... T_T but I managed to get a quick shot.. haha..

Laser show specially designed for Tourism Malaysia 2007

After that, went to Time Square Neway sing K.. Had our dinner and celebrate wei's birthday there... 8 something was Happy Hour Rate and it's highly expensive.. RM32++.. then it became RM44.. (expensive like hell la~ ~ but with buffet dinner la..) Since I've never tried Neway buffet dinner, I didn't complain much but I ate a lot.. because toooooo expensive... I must eat as much as I can so that it's worth it.. hahaha :D

We drank alcohol and got very high.. haha.. Poor yan yee.. she get drunk so fast.. hahaha ;p

Finally....

Finally... I finished my year 2 semester 1... finally.. I've a chance to breath after 4 months battle.. finally... I realised university life could be colourful and happy as well.... finally.... I've came out from the blackness.... finally I saw the light source of life...

Very Moment

Suppose to study hard at this very moment, but just couldn't concentrate.. getting playful and playful.. Although studying might be essential, play is another part of life.. These few days I spent almost all my time with television and the Internet.. I know I shouldn't do that, but exactly, I don't really know what to study (except for Communication Theories).. Nowadays final exam seems like base on your foundation and creativity.. it's quite hard to determine what could you get because it may be creative to you but not to the others.. so I don't think I want to put so much effort in studying basic guidelines...

Is feeling vital to human?

I'm back to my blog.. It's been a long time since I my last post.. Recently just end a period of busy life.. Finally I've finished year 2 semester 1.. It's time for me to take a good rest before another challenge come in next 3 weeks... By the way, my final exam will start next week, which means tomorrow but I don't really expect myself to study very hard.. because I've spent lots of time playing, relaxing and enjoying my "short break"... hehe;p and I found that this semester I have difficulties to concentrate.. do you want to know why?? I couldn't let you know because I don't know the cause to it.. Today seems like having a complex, hard feeling.. I suppose I shouldn't so anything today but I did that and it ends up hurting myself... Thought time passes and I could feel better, face better, adopt better, but the hurt feeling is still there.. although I tried very hard to forget but the harms had been done.. and it just become a part of bad consequences stayed in my mind and soul...

Busy and Stuck

Bz.. bz... and bz... always busy with assignments recently.. shouldn't said recently because I used to be busy in my whole semester... this year is 2007.. of course I have a lot of things to achieve and work out.. but I just don't have any motivation to carry out my task.. I don't know what exactly happen to me or I don't even have passion in my studies anymore?? I hope I am not.. I hope it's just I think too much.. I hope it's just a part of my growing process.... Long time didn't post.. although I felt guilty and sorry to those who cares of me, it's just a matter of scare.. the scare to post things online... the mst excited period for me in this year(until this moment) was the 3 days broadcasting shooting period and 3 days post production, editing period... even though it's quite a hard time but I felt happy, enjoyable and at least... it worth it... !!!!!!

Back to University

I've started my new semester 2007.. I'm no longer year 1 broadcasting student but year 2 semester 1 student.. don't feel really good today coz my university is so so so crowded.. Even worst is there's so any people in a same lecture, the air-cond is so limited, I almost can't breath inside... Had my Communication Theories and Intro to Advertising this morning.. just a simple intro to each course.. pretty bored actually.. Guess what.. UTAR merged May intake year 1 student with us(Year2 sem1 student).. Someone said that is because they can't take pendidikan moral this sem therefore, they have to do intro to advertising first.. hehe:p at least they must do pendidikan moral... hahahaha..:D Went home at 2pm.. not feeling well started from this early morning.. until afternoon I'm sure I'm sick.. have terribly sore throat and headache.. *sigh* sick in the first day of school... T_T $@^!*#&%

"Cultural" adventure

Having Malaysia: Cultural and Religious Practices presentation today.... quite exciting but panic at the same moment... Me and my friend really couldn't finish our work... including the power point presentation... until the early morning only finish... haih... then we don't even have a time to breath because it's 1 more hour before our presentation... we didn't prepare anything... don't really know what to talk about... At that time, we still face technical problem... ohh ~ ~ quite sad... the speaker can't function... then we act 3 sketch which I consider the worst thing in my life... I really don't know what am I doing... Don't know it's really funny that makes our classmates laugh or they really "give face"... lecturer even said are we going into a wrong class?? Woow.... so embarrasing.... then each person have to talk 20 minutes long... actually we talk quite fast, therefore we add in a lot of "stupid" thing.... haih... after we finish we also what are we talking about... hahaha :D luckily lecturer said our presentation not bad... hahaha what a day it is....