生态定律的一线之差

“有一些人跟事，是永恒不变的”

以前,
从没质疑过这句名言。
但是人越大,
却跟这句名言越来越遥远...

不是不相信,
只是就算不说出口,
心里也清楚,
这世界上,
没有任何人跟事,是永恒不变的。

以前的我们,
懵懂过,激情过,计较过,辛酸过...
这些都是无可否认的事实。
它,曾经那么地真实。
现在,还是那么真实的回忆,
只是这回忆有没有延续呢...

常想,
任何东西都是双方面才有办法维持平衡。

单方面的努力,
不是不可能,
只是很容易疲惫,
一旦疲惫了,
放弃了,
坚决不再回头的,
往往都是一直在默默努力的这一方。

或许,
变质了就是变质了,
不需要强求,
而是需要放手。

Hard Time

Last post dated April. Almost one month ago.

Throughout this one month, I actually felt like blogging, expressing my depressed, thoughts, hardships and feeling, but I have really no time.

Took over a big project, which make me really tense up, I couldn't even smile everyday, since everyone is waiting for your cue, seeing you how to make this never ever done before big project happen (or in negative terms, see how you die)...

That's really not a good feeling, and I hate this kind of feeling.

I'm still new in position, why can't they all give me some support/guiding opinion???

Perhaps this is the real world.

Although I was tired, I still started to think deeply why am I going into this position..

Is that what I want in my life? *miserable*

I like team works, but can we have a good one?

I know I couldn't control how people think and act, but I sincerely hope that this world could have more supportive people around.

Pls don't easily lose control by expressing the temper or negative thoughts... If you think you are having a hard time, others does! It will just making others feel even bad...

Growing is a must

Suddenly feel like growing and knowing yourself is a must in a life cycle... Knowing oneself is a hard process but one must go through this process, learn about yourself, what is your life philosophy then only it could help you develop... Throughout this process, I realize stay happily is a another vital understanding and applying... During previous moment, I could hardly came across this but now, I realize the most important thing for me is only time and self-development.. After that particular period, I could easily accept that what was done was done.. I couldn't do anything but accept this and face another new challenge...