getting serious..... concentrating on my script... 

before the recording time..... inside broadcast lab..... 

Broadcasting~ ~

I went to broadcast lab for my recording assignment...... very excited.... hahaha :D It's a bit stress... I choose to edit song at home.... but actually it can be done in the lab... haih... I don't know it can be done there.... I thought the lab is just providing for us to record our voice.... (how stupid !) Now only I know we can do editing inside there.... but I already done at home how ?? haih.... just record.... everyone also bring their thing to edit there... somemore the lab assisstant is helping them to edit.... *sigh* I use 5 day to edit at my house (feel really stupid....)

Vomit

not feeling well these few days.... feel like my stomach and gastric are full.... can't take food anymore.... today is the worst.... vomit all the time....even though I don't take any food I still keep vomiting.... why?? huh..... so tired of vomiting....the whole body feel like no energy.... everything couldn't been done.... sitting or sleeping also feel tired.... what can I do ??haih.....

my mood

Chinese New Year is going to end soon.... feel abit weird... don't actually know what's happening.... maybe is just life life have to be like that isn't it ??@_@ heart keep burning......... maybe it's anxious.... anxious what ??Anxious about the world and things happen around me.... tired of everything... really feel like jumping out of my life scope and try to look at this world... maybe i can find it's beauty.........

faster take pic faster eat la.... ^o^ 

yummy..... celebration of the successful... happy birthday student reporter !!!!! 

student reporter 20th anniversary commitee.... ^^v happy working together o.... 

me n hui ling 

Normal Day

Lately i'm busy with my homework.... therefore i dun have much time to drop a post.... but as i can say my life still ok... still busy and colourful.... share some memorable photo with you all.... :D

2006 ~ ~ alone.....

I'm alone.... in this first day of new year.... feel a bit sad but unfortunately I choose to be alone this day... Going to start a brand new life at 3rd of january 2006... Therefore I wish to leave some time for myself... read some book... thinking what had I done for last year and what should I achieve in this new year... listen some music... have a erlaxing afternoon(emm ;p feel sleepy adi) change the arrangement of my things (hehe coz i wanna 2 feel fresh).... then watch some show... hehe :D alone also not bad right.... anyway... Happy New Year !!!!!!!

half of us in this pic... where is the other half?? eating la..... haha :p 

neah!!! guai guai photo no1... me n my best buddy wei.... guai anot ?? or kawaii ler ??
 

hehe.... me n sean....^^ v *yipii* ~~~ 

wow !!!! this pic so cacat de.... that 'idiot' lor.... make tis pic look so stupid..... 

Gathering~~

Having Librarian AJK Gathering at Hotel Sri Petaling.... not much fun but happy also because I meet many old friend.... Miss them very much T_T We ate set buffet... I think because we're having it at Friday that's why the hotel not much people.... only our group is the largest and a few couple.... We really have fun :D

me and my xue di xue mei.... gambatae o.... i'll always support u all !!!!! 

Meeting, "Hui Chao" and "Xueji Idol"

having a busy life these few day.... haih.... this kind of life is just started... it will only end next year.... today is really a big crush for me.... incharging a meeting start from 4pm till night... I also couldn't believe it I had make it.... when the time I end the meeting is already 7.30pm.... most of us haven't eat our dinner.... as for me, I didn't eat my lunch also.... yet we couldn't have our dinner straight away because it's alrady the time to 'hui chao'(means gathering time for all student reporter)... some of us can't stand anymore.... Don't want Hui Chao lar !!! we shouted out.... and we ran to the main gate.... then we go to the mamak stall and have our dinner... hehe :p finally we're full by 8.30pm....

when the time we go back the 'hui chao' is still on... so i simply walk, trying not to distract anyone's attention... but haha :D it seem hard... everybody realize ur and they clap.... oh.. god!!! *paiseh* hehe.... 10q very much.... after a while the 'hui chao' time end.... and is the time for 'xueji Idol' (a brand new programme.... I'm sure the idea is from xueji director.... *vomit* why must do such thing??!!) although I don't like this program but I still halp 19th and 20th... In the whole program 17th(me and my gang.... including all 17th) shouted and played the most... we do everything that we can to make the environment 'high'(haha... but then we're really high...) by the time I feel little tiredness... I walked away to my xue di xue mei there so that I can rest my thought... (shout from 4pm sure no voice anymore la...) but after a while all 17th shift to my place... *sigh* have to play again...

I went home when everything end... it's already 11.30pm.... my gang still invite me to 'yam cha'... haih... really no energry... wondering what to do so that i can go home earlier my xue mei walk through... haha I quickly ask her to fetch me home... hehe and I tell my gang i'm going home... couldn't 'yam cha' with them... ^^v yeah.... finally can go home... I reach home at 12.15am.... wow... really 'early'... but I don't want to bother... I want a relaxing bath... I found that I really lose my voice....

a great movie.....

Great !!!!!!!!

Went to 1 U with my college friend... I wanted to watch Perhaps Love and that's why I call her watch with me... Suppose we should have meet at 12.15pm.... but both of us also late.... we want to watch 12.45pm Perhaps Love but can't... then we decided to watch at 3pm....after we buy the ticket we went to Zuup.... for our breakfast and lunch.... Both of us order a beef soup as starter.... then I order little bit-- potato wedges with bbq sauce.... she order a coke with float.... wow... the soup is great.... we like it very much... the potato wedges also not bad.... *yummy~~* XD hehehe... then we sit there and chat.... gossip about the stoler(the stupid silly idiot!!!) after our meal we have a walk.... of course girl will like to shop for clothes and accessories shop.... and we buy some accessories for ourselves..... then we went to GSC and watch Perhaps Love.....

Perhaps Love is great.... I like this kind of music dance movie.... but my friend seem not.... I hate those people that make noise in the movie hall.... the movie so nice.... so touching... although you don' t know what is going on but you can keep quiet and don't disturb other right ?? make so much noise for what ??!! Somemore I heard people laughing when the actor is crying..... %*#!#*&% what the hell is going on ?? not respect the movie at all.... what kind of people is this ?? hehhhh!!!!!! *geramnya*

Actually Perhaps Love talk about 2 love story that happen in the same girl.... but one story is happen 20 years ago but another is happen now.... but the girl seem to lose her memory.... but at the same time she succeed and become a popular actor..... the person who help her to become popular is her boyfriend(for that time).... therefore boyfriend don't want the girl to remember her past.... he had make her a good and sweet memory.... as her boyfriend started to do another new movie..... she and her x-boyfriend meet and act together in the same movie..... therefore she lose her memory.... They started to have a lot of conflict.... and when the time her x-boyfriend bring her to Beijing(their sweet memory place).... she remember everything.... at last she didn't follow anyone of them..... I like the music and dance.... so touching.... as I can see.... the director of this movie really put his heart in this movie.... every camera is taken so careful.... it's like a true story happen just somewhere around the corner.... All the actor and dancer dance very well.... the flashback technic had been used efficiently..... Sometime you really don't know what is happpening.... it's movie or movie inside the movie.... sometime suddenly jump into the water.... don't know do what.... but actually that's what love is isn't it ?? sometime you'll confusing between your life and movie because our life is also a movie.... It can happen apart yo or far away from you.... this is the same for the actor themselves..... they can act yet they have the same experience in life too..... wow!!! I really like this movie..... it's great !!!! those who haven't watch.... don't forget to watch it......

my new car o..... hehe 

mY nEw CaR !!!!!!!

yeah !!! I get my new car today..... although it's not want my wanted.... but as long as I have car I don't want to bother anything else..... erm.... getting my car this morning but right after it i have to do a lot of thing like go to the workshop..... go to the agen there for some agreement purpose.... haih... now onli I know buying a car is so troublesome.... Anyway I came back about 2pm.... eat some thing then I started to decorate my car.... put in all my bear and doll.... wow !!! *nice nice* :p Hehe.... Tomorrow I'm going to "your place"in sri petaling..... ^^v drive new car there..... :D

Holiday On Ice ~ ~ ~ *AMAZING*

The ice performance you shouldn't miss.... It's really GREAT !!! FANTASTIC !!! AMAZING !!! you will not be regret watching at it.... I really love it !!! I went for this show at 7.30pm.... and I wait for my friend at Bukit Jalil LRT station.... then we meet another two friend at the main entrance... when I walk in the stadium I really can feel the skating feeling.... wow.... so great.... feel like going down and skate together.... :D we dit in the middle row.... but we can see the stage clearly... thanks god.... we get a good place.... but the way walking in the seat is too tight.... the person who wish to walk into the middle must walk through slowly....

The theme of the performance is Hollywood.... abit strange.... but as the performance start.... the strange feeling straight away gone.... they are performing on what's in the hollywood.... how the actor add in the hollywood.... and everything happen inside the hollywood.... wow !!! it's really great.... I like every dance they perform.... it's really amazing.... they're so free.... so relax on the ice.... when only I can reach that standard ?? really wondering.... emmm.... must work hard to skate free.... hahaha :p Some scene is very funny and some scene is very touching..... feel happy and sad together with the performance..... all for of us enjoy watching at it.... the performance is worth..... really not regret using this amount of money to watch it....

Complex Day *^&$#@!

It's a happy day yet a very sad day for me.... I should be very happy because today is the last paper..... I finish the whole CPS course.... but some incident really make me feel down.... My friend's handphone has been stolen.... why could this happen ?? This really shock me.... it's really painful.... for everyone that 'know' this handphone (except the stoler)..... her handphone bring a lot of happiness to people.... we always use her handphone to capture the college memories.... but now... :( it's lost.... no more..... *sob*

Another thing I feel really really frustrated.... I'm going to start a 'new' life tomorrow.... I have a lot of work... doing the 20th anniversary of student reporter will keep me busy all the time... yet I'm also human,,,, I need rest too.... after my exam I would like to feel release... at least the day after the end of exam only start the busy life.... but everything came to me immediately after my exam..... can't you all just let me rest for a while ??!! Is that every problem must come to me ?? can't you all try to solve it ?? I'm going to watch Holiday on Ice tonight.... please....make my life happier !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't Leave Me ~ ~ ~

Someone is going to leave me..... I'm very sad at this moment.... but I'm sure the one who's going to leave me wouldn't want to see me crying.... She like my smile... she like my laugh.... Both of us like the time we're together.... She only left 4 to 5 months..... I'm really sad.... how come?? It couldn't be true isn't it.... please tell me this is not the truth.... why someone who love me must leave me ??!! why can't just stay with me and experience every moment together with me ?? No.... Please.... don't go away from me!!! Aunt.... please..... don't leave me.... :(

miss u.......

I miss YOU..... recently feel lonely.... I'm always the one to be alone.... somemore it's going to be holidays..... Couldn't see you again make me feel upset..... It's great when thinking of you.... What are you doing ?? What are you talking about ?? Maybe we may not see each other again.... but I wish you know.... I miss YOU.... hope you can have a great life.... No matter where you're in.... be happy always..... keep ur smile.... I'll support you forever.....~ ~ ~

J5 Group 3 !!!!!!!!!! Everyone must take good care o...... miss ya keep in touch :D

Recall......

What a tiring day.... I almost collapsed... Having the class from 10am to 6pm with only 1 hour break.... I don't like it this way but I have to... because lecturer couldn't finish the syllabus.... especially the social psychology... Therefore, replacement class till 6pm in the evening... But I don't feel like skipping the class although I'm so tired.... It's already the second last day for me studying this course at TARC.... I can freshly remembered my first semester at TARC.... I'm so so so unhappy... I don't like everything in TARC... the people... the management... the facilities... the course.... all kinds of things... Going to class is the most suffering things for me... After struggling for so long I decided to stay here because I don't have any choice.... And now... I already third semester... Two more days to go to finish this CPS course... then graduate... going to UTAR year 1 Bachelor in Broadcasting next year.... Time really goes fast.... Yet now... I feel relieve and a little bit sad... People's emotion always like that... although I hate TARC but I stay there for 1 year... everyday praising to go to UTAR faster.... but when the time I really have to leave.... I started to miss TARC... miss coursemates.... Some of the coursemates I don't actually know them but I also feel hard to leave them.... Maybe we couldn't see each other again... Group A going to Sg Long Campus, Group C stay in Setapak Campus and I'm going to PJ campus... Maybe we really couldn't meet each other again....*sob* Maybe after graduate from pre-u I'll like to think back what had I done in this year.....~ ~ ~

* * * * * * 星光 * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

相約來到這世上 卻在途中失散
走的路是否一樣 看著同一片豔陽
我忽然有預感 久違的陌生人會遇上

也許是你笑的弧度跟我很像
也許是因為守護的星座和我一樣
也許是漫長的黑夜特別孤單
才會背靠著背一起等天亮

黑夜如果不黑暗 美夢又何必嚮往
破曉會是堅持的人最後獲得的獎賞
黑夜如果太黑暗 我們就閉上眼看
希望若不熄滅就會亮成心中的星光

上帝佈置的悲傷 和分配的陽光 你和我是否一樣
擁抱同一種信仰 我忽然有預感 我們會是彼此的星探

Wondering.....

I have been doing the 20th anniversary of student reporter for almost 2 months.... until now i'm still wondering.... Is that a right decision for me to take the president responsibility ?? Feel hard to communicate with my partners.... They have their point but I have mine too.... Have to think hings as a whole before really make a decision... struggling.... staying in the middle of my "head" and my partners is not easy... Now another incident happen(before I can settle others...) my "head" want to have that 20th anniversary on next year.... January 2006... OMG !!!! Next year?? @&*#^$% how can ?? next year january I'm in year 1 broadcasting... I really don't want to make it next year.... my partners and me is getting frustrated... *sigh* I had decided.... If really make it next year... I'm going to quit this job !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ Express Boy ~ Monday to Friday 9.30pm at TVBS-asia(channel 31).... dun 4get to watch ohh ;p 

Playing games ler.... *funny*...... I have some more photo n video.... very nice ohh.... those who r interested can take it from me k.... 

(left)'Heh Jun Xiang' , 'Xu Wei Lun', 'Aya' n 'Nie Yun'...... 

^ ^ ~ ~ Express Boy + E-news:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

Just came back from South City Plaza.... Really enjoy the E-news together with 'Nie Yun', 'Aya' and Express Boy actor 'Heh Jun Xiang' and 'Xu Wei Lun'..... They're great.... What I feel is they are really tall.... seriously.... too tall....(maybe that's for me only... :D) 'Nie Yun' wear the Malay traditional shirt.... *not bad* hehehe.... But after I came out.... I have one more feeling besides happy.... I feel that Malaysian really need to improve on spaking in Mandarin.... The audience's mandarin really killing people.... Therefore... is still very great also.... Everyone having fun~~~

I'm explaining my program to the camp member....Do you believe ?? There're are almost 100 over of them listening.... hehehe

^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ sTrAnGe ^ ^

I found something strange.... Hahaha.... The strange things is ==>> MY PHOTO !!!! Hahaha.... funny ??? No ??! >.<> I'm doing a training camp for the 18th student reporter.... there're almost 100 over of them.... joining to be a student reporter.... I'm explaining the coming program to them.... Hahaha all my memory came back.... :D

Finally.................. Finish 2nd Semester Final........

I have my last paper.... Introduction to Art today...... Feel very happy.... My holidays start..... I only leave 3rd semester.... 7 weeks to go to proceed to year 1 broadcasting in UTAR.... Hopefully I can proceed faster.... Have to say goodbye to my favorite subject (sometimes only... ) Management Studies.... and the hatest subject..... Introduction to Art.... But the art paper for today is really easy... Everyone can look at it and smile happily.... So after half an hour.... half of the class gone.... the last half and the hour (which anyone can't leave the exam hall... ) only me, carol, daniel, jolene and yuen shing.... Actually I finish it very early but I don't want to leave... I want to feel the final day of examination.... But actually no big deal also... Hahaha.... Anyway... feel frustrated also because another life is waiting for me... feel like don't want to live in that way... But as you know... I have no choice at all.... Have to start the busy life until December this year... *sigh* really don't know I can really handle it or not....

How come 3 black and 1 blue ?? That blue girl is my classmates too.... Ching Siew... also doing her persuasive speaking on the same day but she do in the tutorial class....

3 persuasive speaker for the day.... (left) nicole on the topic joining charity , me on the topic speak legitimate english n lee kuan don't use bluetooth.... : )

* * * Persuasive Speaking * * *

Finally I have my persuasive speaking today.... And this is my last presentation for this second semester.... It's already week 13.... finally I finish all assignment + presentation + mid-term.... I'm doing power point persentation so I do it in the Lecture Hall (first time~~) together with my two other classmates.... I choose to be the last to present so that I can have a look on my classmates presentation... Both of my classmates create the laghness... Then I become very scared because my topic is a serious topic... I want every one to feel guilty.... Can I really done it in this situation ?? So I start my topic with the background of Malaysian English-- Manglish... Then I persuade every one using the Monroe's Motivated Sequencce... I'm so surprise that the hall suddenly become so so so silence.... Every one is looking at me.... No one laugh and no one talk.... I'm so happy.... Then i heard many clapping after my speech.... :D Ohh.... So happy!!! Happy until no more sick.... But after that I had fever again also.... because too tired until get sick.... But very happy because my presentation is succeed.... Many people congrats me.... Thanks to all of you that listen to my speech.... Thanks you very much !!!!!!!!!

~ ~ Runaway ~ ~ ~ ~

Suddenly we receive a news....There are replacement BM class in the late sfternoon.... 4 o'clock.... Oppssss !!!! My god.... It's very tiring.... It's almost week 14.... And just because the BM Sir couldn't finish his teaching.... He have to attend so many of the replacemeny classes ???My goodness.... I'm so tired.... Thinking of skipping the replacement class.... But if what he teach really come out in the exam and I don't know how to do.... Ohh.... forget about it.... just go to the class... Then the Sir talk like hell.... somemore headache.... no mood to listen.... After 1 hour.... he finish his lecture.... Hahaha I'm too naive.... I'm thinking of going home.... But the Sir tall me "I can't let you all go now.... We have to wait for another 1 hour because.... " Ohh.... stupid.... NO !!!! I want to 'cabut' right now.... So I talk my bag n run through the back door together with my friends.... Then suddenly my classmate said "Bye Melanie!!! See you... " Ohh.... God !!!! And I had been caught back to the classroom.... Really thanks to my friends.... I'll remember what you all done to me~~~~

Late ~~

I had late for lecture this morning..... I walk into the lecture hall through the up door..... but I found everyone is starring at me.... I don't know what happen.... I quickly go to my classmates there and sit down.... they also starring at me.... I ask one of them what happen..... they said "you're late.... how come ?? you never later before.... be punctual is your principle..... how come you late ???" I want to fall down from my chair..... aiyor.... sometimes accident can occur right.... what's the big deal ?? really don't understand....

besides me is the small cute little girl.... I'm her "gu gu".... she is hiperhiperactive... anyway.... she really cute.... We all like her very much~

me also.... with cousin also.... hard to explain .... anyway... it's nice !!!

hahaha.... now is my turn.... with my cousin too.... she is the headmistress of a kindergarden ohh....

They are opening the champaign.... The girl in red is my cousin.... very pretty right ??!! hehehe :p

Their wedding backgrond..... really like a dream garden right ??!!

**NICE** Wedding ~ ~ ^.^

My Singapore cousin is having her wedding in Singapore.... so I have a chance to apply leave and went to Singapore a few days before..... Anyway... I didn't regret going to the wedding.... This is the most beautiful, most romantic wedding that I had ever seen.....It's really amazing!!! If you saw it yourself.... you can really dream of you are the one who getting married...~~***tooo nice***~~ It's in a hotel ball room.... It start on 7.15pm.... but you can't go in the ball room.... they have a sociality before the wedding dinner outside the ballroom.... the waiters will give you beer, wine, sparkling or coke.... and you can have a chance to get know of others... Then the wedding have a very very beautiful background..... like a garden in heaven.... Then they have the largest wedding cake.... the campaign.... a lot a lot....what I can say is really nice and fantastic !!!!!!!!!! ^.^

My dear Purplepunky !!!!!!!!

adopt your own virtual pet!

Hard To Believe... ~ ~

When I get my results of gred for the first semester test..... I couldn't believe what I had seen.... I get 2As in 6 subjects.... And one things is.... the 2 'A' is Economy and Accounts.... *WHAT??* is this ?? It's my results ?? Me ? Accounts get 'A' ?? It's too ridiculous..... As I learn accounts until now.... I don't think I will pass this subject.... But I pass.... Thanks god... No need to receive....I know I would get a very bad gred for this subject (because this is one kind of maths)....But?? I get 'A'.... how could this be?? This has make me laugh for 2 minutes... Hahaha ;D After that I feel frustrated.... my others subject only get 'B'.... included my Malay and English.... Now I rather want my language paper get 'A'.... *sigh* Really nothing to say about this kind of results ~~ For my friends who take science stream in form 4 and form 5... Don't worry.... I can get 'A' in Economy and Accounts.... I'm sure.... you can do it easier than me... By the way.... I like Economy... It's quite interesting.... and I like my Economy lecturer too.... Thanks Miss Hoo !!!