on the boat.... don't fall down AHH !!!!

start cycling lor ^o^

Sweet, enjoyable memory....

24 August is a tiring yet happiest day... long time didn't have that feeling... feel release, relax and happy.... spending whole day with my uni friends... we went to Tmn Pertanian in Shah Alam for cycling... actually we arrive at 12 noon.. unfortunately it's qite hot... but we are still very excited... then we look for bicycle... OMG ! it's expensive lor... RM3 for first hour and RM1for every following hour... :p nevermind... we've piad for it... but it's an embarrass time for me... i'm not that tall therefore, really hard for me to cycle... *sigh* NEVERMIND !!! i can control myself... ;p then we cycle from here and there... *happy time* after we cycle for a while we stop at a rest house and eat what we have bring (basically it's only tuna sandwich and bites..) then we take a lot of photos... especially funny photos... hahaha... after some time janice, hui luan and 1 of their friends came... following few hours we went to 4 season house WOW !!! it's surprisingly nice !! actually it stated hat it's summer season inside... and we don't feel like to go in because it needs RM3 for entrance... but afterwards we just walk in and we are too shock with the besutiful scenes... Next thing we do is take photos withoutbothering of the entrance fees... hahaha (first time I did that) really have fun inside... after we came out we still didn't pay for it... not long after that they found a tree and they had climbed up there... it's really high... don't ever call me to climb up.. and of coz I really didn't climb...

another high period for me is at night... we went for our course party with dr yap... the theme is eat, drink, play and fun !! haha i like it... in the game period, I didn't even think of I will win in any game... but i do win... because of the smallest hand...(really don't know what to say) UNBELIEVABLE !!!! hehehe then my group is the big winner of that night... hence, every member get a whole packet of sweets... hahaha...

after I fetch hui luan to LRT station... me, siew man and zjo zjo went to Yipee Cup for supper... then we've discuss lots of thing... at that particular moment I really feel what is life... it's always changeable... actually I think every one face some similar problem... *sigh-ing* again.... I just wanted a good, healthy and happy environment... is that hard? I think the only way is i try my best to work it out but would it succeed... then I'll never know....

Tiring Life

It's nearly final exam... but things seems not going to over... broadcasting assignment and MMS presentation haven't over.... quite worry about it... affraid I do the wrong things and mess up whole thing... especially MMS, maybe it's because of my opinion... my group member have to take the risk with me... *sigh* it's all my fault... I'm too stubborn... Why don't I choose the safest way? the alternative way is in a high risk... what am I thinking?? besides sighing... it's also sighing...

Lonely

feel lonely lately... thinking of some problem... most probabaly is life problem... maybe I really don't l=know what kind of life I'm having... finding out the roots of problem ? No ~ Everything just seems to be very OK... no problem... but how come I feel scared when people talk about my true life... ?? I'm wondering... but I scared to face my true self... I don't know what happened to me... that's kind of feeling (maybe it's lonely) disturb me always... I don't like it.. but it's always around me... isn't that I don't trust people? yes... it's true... I really don't trust anyone since I'm small... no one would be sincere to me... I choose to hide... that's the best way to protect myself from getting hurt... Most probably I would just live my life that way... just don't tell me my true self... don't ask me about my life and that's fine... it's good for you and me...

Frustrated Warehouse Sales !!!

Went to Armada Hotel for the Warehouse Sales... Of course there's a lot of people there... At first I didn't feel anything special... it's still a hotel with VIP room for the Warehouse Sales...But after I get in the VIP hall... straight away I feel regret and frustrated... too many people in the hall and the worst thing is there's no air-cond in the what we call "VIP" hall.... how come this kind of thing would happened in a hotel? really unbelievable... after I take a look on several pairs of shoes... it's nothing special with it(it's also my "style" of shoes)... Then I quickly walked out from the hall... When I felt totally fed up, I saw a lot of rubbish outside the main hall... it's all around... I really found no words for this kind of thing and I think this is what we called MALAYSIAN !!!

My live DJ in UTAR..... ^^v 10x Azaria 4 the photo....

An incident

Quite surprise on tuesday.... I don't know myself and a group of my friend having an appoinment with our lecturer, Dr Yap, in the afternoon... Somemore I have an important things to do in that afternoon... I think our lecturer is unhappy with us because she purposely drove there and we didn't show up... Really feel sorry to her.... If I was her, I'll totally mad why I have such student... that's why after this incident I felt very scared.... The next day we're having her lecture and we said sorry to her... Luckily she didn't scold us and blame on us.... Now onwards I'll remember to see her next wednesday...

Suffering.....

Having a tiring day lately... Lots of mid-term (although it's over now, if not I'm also won't be able to write my blog right?? hahaha :p) This time I'm really in dangered... don't know how to answer... especially M'sia Cultural and Religious practices mid-term... It's killing me... already suffered in listening lecture, now it pull me in half-death mode... 1 hour paper but I think I waste a lot of time starring at the question... *sad* I tell myself no matter I know it or not I have to write but I really don't know what to write.... Writing seems very difficult at that time... 10marks has been given back to lecturer... To Mr Lee--> I'm so sorry, I really don't know what is mood and motivation according to Clifford Greetz.... although I don't know, plase do not fail me if possible.... Life is just going to be suffered until September.... T_T

World Cup

Ohh :( yesterday watch World Cup till 5am in the morning.... so tired... both eyes change from white to red, it's really tired.... then it's already 5am... couldn't sleep well also... wake up at 10am in the morning... it's tired and sleep but body and mind still not in resting mode... remembering the fantastic final World Cup... really exciting... Italy won... I saw the France really play "REAL" OMG !!!! don't they think it's just a game ? No need hurt and injured anyone.... What a bad habit they had.. Especially the number 7 "Zidane" crashed Italian chest.... how stupid he is... luckily finally the penalty there Italy won.... hehehe how release to see bad people lose.... hahaha :D

Life

Not really in a good mood lately... tired and stress surrounded me... scared a lot of things.. a lot of trouble coming to me too... *sigh* sometimes I seems like helpless, useless... life is just meaningless at that moment... Hard to find a way out although I really want to... Everybody still busy with their own work... no one will actually stop by and take a look on themselves... on future and past... I love my past but I don't know appreciate at that time.. time flies... life is really not going to return to zero... I'm still myself... growing up in my own world...

Sunshine Palace

went to S'pore on last Saturday... quiet a tiring trip... somemore it's not a relaxing journey at all... visiting my siblings for certain matter... actually it's only for the purpose of visiting.. I'm not even want to go shopping or what so ever... but my siblings want to bring me out for food... therefore I went to Sunshines Palace (hehehe :p sounds like my nick name in MSN....) for dinner.. there is really a nice place... have a lot of fun... the food is quite nice but very expensive also...

in Sunshine Palace .......

brats ???

came back at 5 sumthing in the evening... of course feel tired... intended to eat sumthing, take a long, relax bath and watch TV... but life is really fll of surprise... and SHOCK !!! really #*^%@&^!*$ must said that... *sigh* wondering how could this thing happen to me... I received a letter from the Star... OMG !!! It's the brats... actually I'm just applying for fun... and I don't really think of joining it... then as a result... I really get it... what the *#$&^^@ how come... feel miserable and regretful of having that purpose of applying it.... don't know what I should do... It's gonna be a camp on end of July... 2 day 1 night in Negeri Sembilan (somemore it's a farm in Lenggang) haih... what to do in the FARM ??? really weird... I used to be tired of those activity because I really know a lot of this kind of activity... it's not fresh anymore of course I don't feel like skiping MMS lecture and tutorial just for the alternative camp right ?? haih... need to think carefully....

"Cultural" adventure

Having Malaysia: Cultural and Religious Practices presentation today.... quite exciting but panic at the same moment... Me and my friend really couldn't finish our work... including the power point presentation... until the early morning only finish... haih... then we don't even have a time to breath because it's 1 more hour before our presentation... we didn't prepare anything... don't really know what to talk about... At that time, we still face technical problem... ohh ~ ~ quite sad... the speaker can't function... then we act 3 sketch which I consider the worst thing in my life... I really don't know what am I doing... Don't know it's really funny that makes our classmates laugh or they really "give face"... lecturer even said are we going into a wrong class?? Woow.... so embarrasing.... then each person have to talk 20 minutes long... actually we talk quite fast, therefore we add in a lot of "stupid" thing.... haih... after we finish we also what are we talking about... hahaha :D luckily lecturer said our presentation not bad... hahaha what a day it is....

taking photo with 2nd Malaysian Idol "Daniel !!!"

waiting for another shot....

with the main host of the show "Lee Mao Shan"

ntv 7 Trip ^o^

Yesterday me and mymost of my coursemates went to a shooting in HICOM, Shah Alam... It's a great and long journey from afternoon till 11 in night... That's a shooting for a show called "Shout Out! It's Saturday Night".... we be the audience of this show for 2 episode...shouting here and here of course tiring... but really get a chsnce to see how they shoot (although I don't really know how they did it).... Luckily most of my friend came... if there's less than 35 person going, I'll sure been scold by the production coordinator. Hehe... that day only 36 going... if less 1 more person I'll sure die... Anyway, good experience for me... Share some photos with you ^o^

Great vs Worst Decision

I had made a decision.... a decision I wouldn't expect too.... I have quit my job (can be known as resign also) Work on this job for a few months.... although not really interesting and sometime is really tiring... but I still go on for it.. why ? don't ask me.. I don't know the answer too... Now it's over... a bit frustrated but my life shouldn't stop there.. it's just a temporary job... my life should be more challenging.. more colourful... more on myself... isn't it ?

Isn't in good mood

isn't in a good mood.... heart almost broken... how can these things happen to me?? holiday isn't that should be happy?? but why is it still the same?? everything seems like not going to change... interesting thing wouldn't happen and excited thing will be block either.... *sigh* second semester is coming... maybe i should have prepare for it... i should have more prepare because i can imagine what is going to happen in the future.... is it i shall change myself? or the world should have change and suit me? anyway... it's not the end... and it's not going to end too... I'm just not that kind of people that will simply change and suit the world isn't it??

Release

feel release now... after finish final exam and this is really the best time for me ==> my holiday...... although it's onli 2 week and I feel it's really too little for me.... I'm willing to use my holiday effectively... Of course the first thing I prefer to do is stay relax.... I can just sit there and do nothing for about an hour... give myself some time to think about my whole semester and the longer is my life.... then I take a good bath... spending hours and hours inside the bath tub... *wow* really having a great life... Now i'm watching some latest Hong Kong drama... which I really hold for a long time because of my coursework and final... haih... now only can watch.. then I'll prepare for my second time... in the moment... read some book and do some in-depth thinking...

What a Saturday......

went for a movie after today's mid-term... hmm.... feel excited at the first because that's the movie I want to watch since last year.... The Heirloom... lastly is here.... shown in Malaysia... but after I look at it I feel really disapponted.... It's a scary movie which is actually not that scary.... OMG!!! waste my money already..... T_T I go home around 2pm..... Then I feel headache but I didn't want to sleep.... still have a lot of assignment haven't finish... therefore I start my English assignment... but very soon.... I'm very bored doing those silly assignment (coz it's not a brand new thing) then I decided to read Reader's Digest(hehe... ;p I jz brought it after 2day's movie at MPH Mid Valle.... wow... reli feel lik reading it) March Reader Digest is great....There's a free gift with the book itself.... guess what?? you'll be surprise.... It's a Mozart's CD.... WOW !!!! so great.... Want to listen to it ^o^

recording time....wow.... struggling time... but looks professional right ?? ;p 

getting serious..... concentrating on my script... 

before the recording time..... inside broadcast lab..... 

Broadcasting~ ~

I went to broadcast lab for my recording assignment...... very excited.... hahaha :D It's a bit stress... I choose to edit song at home.... but actually it can be done in the lab... haih... I don't know it can be done there.... I thought the lab is just providing for us to record our voice.... (how stupid !) Now only I know we can do editing inside there.... but I already done at home how ?? haih.... just record.... everyone also bring their thing to edit there... somemore the lab assisstant is helping them to edit.... *sigh* I use 5 day to edit at my house (feel really stupid....)

Vomit

not feeling well these few days.... feel like my stomach and gastric are full.... can't take food anymore.... today is the worst.... vomit all the time....even though I don't take any food I still keep vomiting.... why?? huh..... so tired of vomiting....the whole body feel like no energy.... everything couldn't been done.... sitting or sleeping also feel tired.... what can I do ??haih.....

my mood

Chinese New Year is going to end soon.... feel abit weird... don't actually know what's happening.... maybe is just life life have to be like that isn't it ??@_@ heart keep burning......... maybe it's anxious.... anxious what ??Anxious about the world and things happen around me.... tired of everything... really feel like jumping out of my life scope and try to look at this world... maybe i can find it's beauty.........

faster take pic faster eat la.... ^o^ 

yummy..... celebration of the successful... happy birthday student reporter !!!!! 

student reporter 20th anniversary commitee.... ^^v happy working together o.... 

me n hui ling 

Normal Day

Lately i'm busy with my homework.... therefore i dun have much time to drop a post.... but as i can say my life still ok... still busy and colourful.... share some memorable photo with you all.... :D

2006 ~ ~ alone.....

I'm alone.... in this first day of new year.... feel a bit sad but unfortunately I choose to be alone this day... Going to start a brand new life at 3rd of january 2006... Therefore I wish to leave some time for myself... read some book... thinking what had I done for last year and what should I achieve in this new year... listen some music... have a erlaxing afternoon(emm ;p feel sleepy adi) change the arrangement of my things (hehe coz i wanna 2 feel fresh).... then watch some show... hehe :D alone also not bad right.... anyway... Happy New Year !!!!!!!

half of us in this pic... where is the other half?? eating la..... haha :p 

neah!!! guai guai photo no1... me n my best buddy wei.... guai anot ?? or kawaii ler ??
 

hehe.... me n sean....^^ v *yipii* ~~~ 

wow !!!! this pic so cacat de.... that 'idiot' lor.... make tis pic look so stupid..... 

Gathering~~

Having Librarian AJK Gathering at Hotel Sri Petaling.... not much fun but happy also because I meet many old friend.... Miss them very much T_T We ate set buffet... I think because we're having it at Friday that's why the hotel not much people.... only our group is the largest and a few couple.... We really have fun :D

me and my xue di xue mei.... gambatae o.... i'll always support u all !!!!! 

Meeting, "Hui Chao" and "Xueji Idol"

having a busy life these few day.... haih.... this kind of life is just started... it will only end next year.... today is really a big crush for me.... incharging a meeting start from 4pm till night... I also couldn't believe it I had make it.... when the time I end the meeting is already 7.30pm.... most of us haven't eat our dinner.... as for me, I didn't eat my lunch also.... yet we couldn't have our dinner straight away because it's alrady the time to 'hui chao'(means gathering time for all student reporter)... some of us can't stand anymore.... Don't want Hui Chao lar !!! we shouted out.... and we ran to the main gate.... then we go to the mamak stall and have our dinner... hehe :p finally we're full by 8.30pm....

when the time we go back the 'hui chao' is still on... so i simply walk, trying not to distract anyone's attention... but haha :D it seem hard... everybody realize ur and they clap.... oh.. god!!! *paiseh* hehe.... 10q very much.... after a while the 'hui chao' time end.... and is the time for 'xueji Idol' (a brand new programme.... I'm sure the idea is from xueji director.... *vomit* why must do such thing??!!) although I don't like this program but I still halp 19th and 20th... In the whole program 17th(me and my gang.... including all 17th) shouted and played the most... we do everything that we can to make the environment 'high'(haha... but then we're really high...) by the time I feel little tiredness... I walked away to my xue di xue mei there so that I can rest my thought... (shout from 4pm sure no voice anymore la...) but after a while all 17th shift to my place... *sigh* have to play again...

I went home when everything end... it's already 11.30pm.... my gang still invite me to 'yam cha'... haih... really no energry... wondering what to do so that i can go home earlier my xue mei walk through... haha I quickly ask her to fetch me home... hehe and I tell my gang i'm going home... couldn't 'yam cha' with them... ^^v yeah.... finally can go home... I reach home at 12.15am.... wow... really 'early'... but I don't want to bother... I want a relaxing bath... I found that I really lose my voice....

a great movie.....

Great !!!!!!!!

Went to 1 U with my college friend... I wanted to watch Perhaps Love and that's why I call her watch with me... Suppose we should have meet at 12.15pm.... but both of us also late.... we want to watch 12.45pm Perhaps Love but can't... then we decided to watch at 3pm....after we buy the ticket we went to Zuup.... for our breakfast and lunch.... Both of us order a beef soup as starter.... then I order little bit-- potato wedges with bbq sauce.... she order a coke with float.... wow... the soup is great.... we like it very much... the potato wedges also not bad.... *yummy~~* XD hehehe... then we sit there and chat.... gossip about the stoler(the stupid silly idiot!!!) after our meal we have a walk.... of course girl will like to shop for clothes and accessories shop.... and we buy some accessories for ourselves..... then we went to GSC and watch Perhaps Love.....

Perhaps Love is great.... I like this kind of music dance movie.... but my friend seem not.... I hate those people that make noise in the movie hall.... the movie so nice.... so touching... although you don' t know what is going on but you can keep quiet and don't disturb other right ?? make so much noise for what ??!! Somemore I heard people laughing when the actor is crying..... %*#!#*&% what the hell is going on ?? not respect the movie at all.... what kind of people is this ?? hehhhh!!!!!! *geramnya*

Actually Perhaps Love talk about 2 love story that happen in the same girl.... but one story is happen 20 years ago but another is happen now.... but the girl seem to lose her memory.... but at the same time she succeed and become a popular actor..... the person who help her to become popular is her boyfriend(for that time).... therefore boyfriend don't want the girl to remember her past.... he had make her a good and sweet memory.... as her boyfriend started to do another new movie..... she and her x-boyfriend meet and act together in the same movie..... therefore she lose her memory.... They started to have a lot of conflict.... and when the time her x-boyfriend bring her to Beijing(their sweet memory place).... she remember everything.... at last she didn't follow anyone of them..... I like the music and dance.... so touching.... as I can see.... the director of this movie really put his heart in this movie.... every camera is taken so careful.... it's like a true story happen just somewhere around the corner.... All the actor and dancer dance very well.... the flashback technic had been used efficiently..... Sometime you really don't know what is happpening.... it's movie or movie inside the movie.... sometime suddenly jump into the water.... don't know do what.... but actually that's what love is isn't it ?? sometime you'll confusing between your life and movie because our life is also a movie.... It can happen apart yo or far away from you.... this is the same for the actor themselves..... they can act yet they have the same experience in life too..... wow!!! I really like this movie..... it's great !!!! those who haven't watch.... don't forget to watch it......

my new car o..... hehe 

mY nEw CaR !!!!!!!

yeah !!! I get my new car today..... although it's not want my wanted.... but as long as I have car I don't want to bother anything else..... erm.... getting my car this morning but right after it i have to do a lot of thing like go to the workshop..... go to the agen there for some agreement purpose.... haih... now onli I know buying a car is so troublesome.... Anyway I came back about 2pm.... eat some thing then I started to decorate my car.... put in all my bear and doll.... wow !!! *nice nice* :p Hehe.... Tomorrow I'm going to "your place"in sri petaling..... ^^v drive new car there..... :D

Holiday On Ice ~ ~ ~ *AMAZING*

The ice performance you shouldn't miss.... It's really GREAT !!! FANTASTIC !!! AMAZING !!! you will not be regret watching at it.... I really love it !!! I went for this show at 7.30pm.... and I wait for my friend at Bukit Jalil LRT station.... then we meet another two friend at the main entrance... when I walk in the stadium I really can feel the skating feeling.... wow.... so great.... feel like going down and skate together.... :D we dit in the middle row.... but we can see the stage clearly... thanks god.... we get a good place.... but the way walking in the seat is too tight.... the person who wish to walk into the middle must walk through slowly....

The theme of the performance is Hollywood.... abit strange.... but as the performance start.... the strange feeling straight away gone.... they are performing on what's in the hollywood.... how the actor add in the hollywood.... and everything happen inside the hollywood.... wow !!! it's really great.... I like every dance they perform.... it's really amazing.... they're so free.... so relax on the ice.... when only I can reach that standard ?? really wondering.... emmm.... must work hard to skate free.... hahaha :p Some scene is very funny and some scene is very touching..... feel happy and sad together with the performance..... all for of us enjoy watching at it.... the performance is worth..... really not regret using this amount of money to watch it....

Complex Day *^&$#@!

It's a happy day yet a very sad day for me.... I should be very happy because today is the last paper..... I finish the whole CPS course.... but some incident really make me feel down.... My friend's handphone has been stolen.... why could this happen ?? This really shock me.... it's really painful.... for everyone that 'know' this handphone (except the stoler)..... her handphone bring a lot of happiness to people.... we always use her handphone to capture the college memories.... but now... :( it's lost.... no more..... *sob*

Another thing I feel really really frustrated.... I'm going to start a 'new' life tomorrow.... I have a lot of work... doing the 20th anniversary of student reporter will keep me busy all the time... yet I'm also human,,,, I need rest too.... after my exam I would like to feel release... at least the day after the end of exam only start the busy life.... but everything came to me immediately after my exam..... can't you all just let me rest for a while ??!! Is that every problem must come to me ?? can't you all try to solve it ?? I'm going to watch Holiday on Ice tonight.... please....make my life happier !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't Leave Me ~ ~ ~

Someone is going to leave me..... I'm very sad at this moment.... but I'm sure the one who's going to leave me wouldn't want to see me crying.... She like my smile... she like my laugh.... Both of us like the time we're together.... She only left 4 to 5 months..... I'm really sad.... how come?? It couldn't be true isn't it.... please tell me this is not the truth.... why someone who love me must leave me ??!! why can't just stay with me and experience every moment together with me ?? No.... Please.... don't go away from me!!! Aunt.... please..... don't leave me.... :(