Lovely Weekend

Celebrated the recent French Art Festival^^

watched Ensemble C'est Tout (Hunting and Gathering),

and went for a lovely an orchestra performance (or it should be strictly called an opera instead)named Airs de Cours.



Ensemble C'est Tout, unlike others movie which usually and mostly portray France and french people in a romance way, this movie is much more real and close to french poeple's living and philosophy.



In deep love with this kind of film.... : )

And another thing that I think it's worth to share is,

I haven't been relaxing for a long time and got a chance to enjoy an orchestra pleasantly.

Baroque played by Ronaldo Lopes blended softly with Thierry Gregoire magnetic voice truly swing and bound me out of the earth,



leave all worries, bothers, annoys, depress etc out of my mind.

Managed to heard a four Italian songs, two English songs and uncountable French songs.

I thought Italian will be the most suitable language for opera, but I found out that I prefer opera more in French...

Don't know why..... : )

Strongly recommend those who work under high pressure to enjoy an orchestra since it could help a lot in distress.

What a good weekend, but coming weekend I'm going into jungle for shooting.

Looking forward this excited experience ^^



KL night view after came out from MPO.

So Called Urban Life

Life is... always changeable,

just like the weather.

Urban people,

work, social,

struggle with their financial,

and nonetheless, jamming...

just like the photos took by me a few days ago,

this is when I was driving company's car to parking,

but it was raining and I was stucked in jam,

wasted my 45 minutes lifetime =.="

Sunshine Project

Friends, I'm here to promote my team's program to you again ^^

Another good program after Editors Time, called Sunshine Project.

I've been working out this program for a few months, it gives me lots.

Difficulties, happiness, Pressures, Encouragement etc

Those children, those crews, those shooting time, those outstation time etc

all these indirectly contribute a large part of my life,

and I feel so great to have these too : )

Hence, I'm eargerly, desperately wants to share all these with you.

So, if you are with me, don't forget to watch ntv7 every saturday, 6pm, Sunshine Project.

So Into My Off Day

Ended Editors Time, and next week, Sunshine Project is going to take over.

Therefore, I finally, it means truly real finally, I got a chance to take my B.O.D. YEAH ~ ~ !!!

By the way, B.O.D is replacement of off day in my field ^^

And today, I'm so so so happy, coz I manage to 'pull' my friend out,

to accompany me for a movie which I'm SO INTO IT since it went on at other countries...

hehe ;p if you are guessing through my capital letter hint in the upper sentence,

it should be quite easy to get the answer : )

Yes, it's not others movie but He's Just Not That Into You !

Well, this is a genre that I quite love and into it.

Funny, relaxing and bring out some life philosophy too : )

For my female friends, listen...

If he's interested in you, he'll make anything just to get you, but if he's not, it means he won't.
Of course, there are exceptions, but the majority are not.

This is what I learnt and remembered the most throughout the whole movie : )



Wow!!! how good to have an off day with full sleep and a relaxing movie ^^

Recent Updates

It has been such a long time for not blogging.

Everytime when I feel like doing it, definitely I was busy with work, or I already 'battery exhausted' ^^

Okay, I think it's time to update my recent life to my dear friends >.<

For those that still blur of my current 'status', I was officially graduate on 14th Mac 2009.

In turn, it means, I am no longer a student, but an employee.

Currently, I work at ntv7 News and Current Affairs department, as an Assistant Producer cum Broadcast Journalist for Editors Time (社視100度)

and another new program called Sunshine Project (陽光行動).

Overall, I love my job, love the environments, love my colleagues. But somehow, I'll be always busy since I have to do 2 programs at the same time. Wuu T_T got called back very often recently, off day cancelled... wuuu.. I miss my off day T_T

Wuu T_T today have to do Editors Time editing till midnite. Tomorrow have to do pre-record Editors Time and on-air again.. HELP @_@

By the way, if any of you are free on Saturday evening, 6pm, do feel free to tune into ntv7 to watch Editors Time and 18th April, 6pm, Sunshine Project will take over ohh ^^

偶遇

真没想到 会在今天

这么一个特别的日子里

这么偶然 这么恰巧地

遇上你

当看到熟悉的活动场景

心里头 已经愣了一下

想说 你会在吗

其实知道不应该去寻求答案

但是 身体做的却是另一回事

结果 也不晓得哪个才是自己真正想要的结果

庆幸的是 你依然认真工作

依然健康 依然开朗

这 应该也是我打从心底想看到的吧

工作加油! :)

A No For An Ego

Situation is getting more and more tension nowadays.

Looking back previous life, I've fully enjoyed every moment of it,

unfortunately, there is still a tiny regret deep inside my heart,

I've not fully cherish every single second of my life.

Seeing matters appear and coming towards me,

in a way, and usually, I would take it as it is,

or I am, perhaps, always at the positive state of mind,

but recently, I suppose I face too many frustrations,

however, when I think it another way,

a life without obstacles, is that what you want?

my answer is a no.

Haha :) what a big contradiction thought.

No worries, there's no big deal happen in my life,

and yet, this is not a pessimistic thought too,

it's just a thought, simple neutral thought.

how pleasurable keep on listening to 'Dry Your Eyes' from Liang Wen Yin,

it's a good song and pertinent to my feeling at this moment...

Aurora

Finally, finally I got some hope...

Now, I need to do preparation,

and God, please give me your sincere blessing..

不一样的元宵节

好爽哦！

从来都不知道到河丰和江沙找叔叔和祈福可以这么自在、好玩。

出乎意料的看到很多很久不见的亲戚

他们依旧那么亲切

明叔叔老当益壮也 记忆更是不得了

这么久不见还一眼就认出阿馨 哈哈

很难得见到大表哥和一个忘了排第几的小表弟

好长一段时间没见到他们了 真的好想念他们哦 >.<

这里的我

可以傻傻地笑

放肆地讲

不断地到处乱跑

十足一个野孩子

没想到 经过了这么多的不如意后再重新归零的我

向往当一名野孩子

Can I Not Be Brave?

I seldom have this feeling, but this time...

I don't know how to describe.

I just feel like I don't want to be brave this time.

This world, change too rapid,

unpredictable matter always couldn't keep up with planning.

It's scary, it's breathless.

我... 真的... 不是你想像的那么勇敢~~

Rest, Relax & Charging Trip

Sorry friends, now only I updated photos and post on China trip,

was busying with CNY after I came back from my trip ;p paiseh paiseh...

After 3 years of hard time as a broadcast student, I finally able to enjoy,

a rest, relax and charging trip. I found that I really love travel.

The biggest gain for this trip is I found back my roots of touching,

in mandarin, it's call 最初的感動...

It's common for human, and of course, including me, after going through so many matters, ups and downs, forgot the original touch of a decision.

But, this time I truly realize how a life suppose to be...

Another Work Done

Yeah!!! I'm done !!!

Done with my dearest friend, Jin's performance shooting and capturing.



By the way, she is a saxophonist.

How tremendous a girl like my size could play saxophone^^

Did enjoy her passionate jingles throughout the shooting :)

Let Go

No matter how hard you try to hold,

gone means gone...

Times will never never return,

there's no point, no body to keep it ahead and alive,

so why don't we live with those past, sweet memories...

"Australia" night

A new year started off with a good film,

together with a bunch of close friends...

that's the greatest thing in life, I suppose : )

Finally, I've watched Australia,

new film from our beloved director Baz Luhrmann.



Indeed, it didn't disappointed us : )

Went to yam-cha with friends after we watched Australia,

chit-chatting about the film, suddenly realized we've learned to appreciate

and analyze film throughout 3 years of broadcasting studies.

It means a lot !

Recalling 2008

2008, is a fully-harvested year.

At the beginning of this year,

I got in touch with the real world,

gone through ups and downs, and knew myself better.

At the middle of this year,

I was in war, fighted for better performance,

realized how would I prefer to behave when I have no choice,

but to face unlikeable people and circumstances.

At the end of this year,

I was so glad that there are still so many soul-mates

supporting me, knowing me, understand me

and always besides with me :)

SMVMS Trip

Yeah !!! Finally, we went for our smvms trip ^^

Did enjoy it very much although I was tired brfore, during and after the trip...

Below are photos grabbed from Michele's blog...

Michele, remember to pass photos to me ar...

and all the best in your new semester : )

平安夜 不安宁

今年的平安夜 一点儿也不安宁
唉 因为身体终于拉起了警报
还是乖乖地到诊所拜访医生了

真讨厌 哪有人平安夜在诊所的~~
不对！我就是那个奇怪的人！

回到家 倒了杯水
看着桌上的药 突然想起了你....

我讨厌吃药 因为很苦
不病得死去活来 谁也没办法叫我吃药

就只有你
也只有你可以
可以诱骗我吃药
突然 好想好想你 好久没和你联络了.....

I Did Mind

2 years, it's not a long neither short period.

I thought I've forgot what did I feel 'on that time', but obviously after 2 years, I realize it's still clearly craved in my heart and mind.

When my friend ask me about you, my heart is painful.

"Stranger..." this is the only word I spoke. Yes, indeed, we are stranger now.

How stupid I am, how naive I am.

I thought although we have wouldn't have any relation, but you will still keep our last promise, but you didn't. And, I'm the only stupid person in the world who still keeping this promise. I never thought I have this day....

On the last day, I actually found out you never, instead, keep our last promise. But I did keep our promise till now.

I thought I don't mind, but my bleeding heart told me I did mind, I very mind...

How could you gave people a feeling that you love peace...

How could you mentioned I was the culprit of all these matter instead I was the victim...

How could you never even spoke what you did...

How could you be so unfair to me...

All these unanswerable question appear to me...

I did mind what you did!

Days After 20th Dec 2008

I'm free, totally free of any burden now because glad to annouce that

I graduate ! (even though convocation will be at Marcch 2009)

I'm planning ahead of my holidays : )

Going off to a few places for vacation,

meeting up my 'old friends' and ex-colleagues,

shopping around, watch my lovey movie and drama series,

sleep whenever I feel like to................ and etc etc.

Wow!!!! What a fabulous life I've dream of for a long time.

Feel like shouting out loud,

"Freedom & Happiness is my highest priority now!!!!"

Needing Silence

Due to the final exam, I've live a more, so called 'peaceful' days.

Got a chance to have more in-depth thinking,

no matter on my future, on friends and relationships or any other matter.

Indeed, as time passes, finding myself speaks less and not that frequent anymore.

There's no hidden reason, but don't find any reason to voice out.

It's wouldn't help.

In turn, it would most probably become a burden for me.

That's not worth.

So, I need a silence from you, for me.

Lose Control

Never never expect that I have a day which I, lose total control because of you.

You might think my attitude to you change, especially recently...

But I'm here, to clarify, my heart didn't change...

It's still the same. The one that I care.

Maybe the only different is I want to make a difference,

I'm not the one that could understand you,

I'm not the one that you will choose to talk to,

And I'm never the one that you will care.

Anyway, I just want you to understand,

I still care a lot of you...

我们的大话西游

话说...

故事从三年前开始...

即将要不食人间“烟火”的唐三藏(简称唐三藏)、鸡精(Ok@_@ 这不算是一个好名字,但鸡精还是勉为其难的接受了)、猴精、猪精和沙憎从未谋面，也不曾想过会结下什么缘...

就在一个世态炎凉的大环境下，它们认识了.

从相识到相惜，它们个别吵过、骂过、不爽过、不谅解过...

在乎, 心疼, 关心, 体谅...

是它们的出发点, 是为彼此作出改变的初衷.

也正因为这些, 才会有今天的唐三藏、鸡精、猴精、猪精和沙憎.

时间一分一秒地过去, 转眼, 三年就这样过去了.

虽然认为终于可以松上一口气，但是早就埋下的感情也偏偏在这时候作祟了.

三年, 没日没夜地聚集在一起, 疯狂地干过许多“好事”, 也义无反顾地互相拔刀相助过...

终于还是要画上完美的句点了.

虽然接近尾声的时刻, 猪精被狐狸精给缠上了, 但至少, 为了唐三藏、鸡精、猴精和沙憎的友情, 猪精拿出了向狐狸精说“不”的勇气. 唐三藏, 为了鸡精、猴精、猪精和沙憎, 扔下亲人“独守家中”. 鸡精, 为了猴精、唐三藏、猪精和沙憎, 就连“远在天边”的家也不回. 猴精, 为了猪精、沙憎、鸡精和唐三藏(也不知道是不是为了这4只妖怪, 哈哈)不惜形象, 乱串“场子”、搞气氛. 沙憎, 嗯, 这有小难想咯, 哈哈, 开玩笑的啦, 沙憎奉献可大了呢! 为了猴精、唐三藏、鸡精和猪精, 它付出了可贵并且没有“战乱”的场子让大家敞开心扉...

那一天，最不争气的应该是鸡精了(其实唐三藏也不赖啦), 不知道哪根筋搭错线, 竟然在没有预警的情况下“失控”了. 其实, 追根究底都是唐三藏的错. 明明就是自己放不下“人世间的情怀”, 点上了什么歌, 好让神经质的鸡精先“失控”, 真讨厌...

再来就是那睡醒的猪精. 偏偏在这种时候醒(都不知道是不是选时候起身看热闹的). 那歌声加上友谊的肩膀, 又让笨鸡精“失控”了...

沙憎也是的. 千选万选, 却选在鸡精还没复原的时候轻拍了两下鸡精的头. 该死的! 鸡精又不争气地“失控”了!

所以，总结就是鸡精是全程下来最失败的!

无论是不是最失败的, 鸡精还是有些话想说.

唐三藏, 谢谢你一路来的关心. 鸡精很撑的个性让它这一路走来很辛苦. 幸好有你的陪伴, 才让鸡精还可以是今天的鸡精...

猴精, 谢谢你体谅和放纵任性的鸡精. 鸡精其实都清楚几时的自己正在任性着. 你的谅解和尽可能地满足鸡精, 让鸡精很窝心...

猪精, 本来你的思想、差距都和鸡精差很多, 但是你的包容、沟通让鸡精看到了你的好, 谢谢你拉近了大家的距离...

沙憎, 谢谢你的用心. 其实你的细心和体谅, 鸡精都有感觉到, 也都有放在心里, 谢谢你...

庆幸“还有你陪我走过这一切, 记忆中你那些微笑的脸........”

My Dear Friend

Came across my friend's 21st birthday.

Happy Birthday ya, hui ling!



Glad to know everyone of us doing good and graduating soon :)

Appreciate and really enjoy those moments,

chit-chating about our past and future.

As time passes, I found myself hard to release emotions.

Though, when we sat down,

I realize I'm just myself, a true self, with my dear friends.

Don't have to say much, you all will know.

Sat surrounded by you all, not speaking even a word,

also makes friendship clear that it's worth!

It makes me so warmth, so relax.

Come Across

Sometimes, it's just to hard to start a relationship.

As you grow older, many things, many considerations,become the obstacles.

To start off, bravity is everything.

But soon, how can you both assure of your coming path.

Right person,

Right timing,

Right perception

are everything to ensure a sparkling future.

Not Feeling Well

Have been busy for all these days.

Familiar with this kind of busy-ness, still body is upset.

Headache always attack, and it will soon burst me out too.

I believe I still can overcome the 2 weeks left,

however, need some time to recover from upside down body condition.

Coming to an end

It's coming to an end, 4 more weeks to go,

and that's the end of my degree studies.

So much feelings raise up from the deep bottom of my heart.

Woudn't say I have a tremendously cool, enjoyable University life,

but I would rather summarize my University life as colorful,

full of different emotions.

Seeing my friends, we have come along for a long period.

Know each others well, chit-chatting without consider much,

that's really a likeable matter to me.

Will continue to appreciate the time together :)

Random

Lived in city since I was born. Used to it.

However, as I grew older, and when it reaches midnight...

I wonder how good to have a sea in the city.

It helps overcome loneliness...

The natural sound helps calming thought and emotion...

Live With My Way

When things or time almost coming to an end, human will start to recall....

This year, there are much to appreciate..

Those memories, those memory-builders are always around in my life..

Loving my life. Loving the way I live.

Just like how my memory-builders love me and I love them in return.

Holiday Days

Spended the day with my ex-schoolmate..

We've watched Painted Skin, shops around (spended much too =.=") and...

had 'yummy' lunch together.. The lunch that I will not forgot forever...

We tried out Yogi Tree cafe, one of the Organic restaurant at The Gardens..

At first,I was very excited,but then I got a pasta with full of EGGS..yucksss ~~

I ate some, very few of it..

While the waiter intended to clean up our table, he was curious, asked me is that pasta not nice and I was like.. hmm.. how to answer..

At last, I only managed to answer, "Not really, actually not the pasta's problem.."

My friend added, "she don't like eggs..." =.=" OK~~ this is kind of embarrasing...

Anyway, this was a happy day, which I have eager for it for such a long time..

Thanks for spending the day with me..

Oh ya, Thanks for your present too ya :)

21st ~ officially adult

I know, this title is kinda funny to some of my friend (since they still do not agree that I grow up and could be an adult) =.=" BUT, friends, glad to announce here, I turned into 21st this year.

Thanks to those who remember my birthday~~


and also, specially thanks to those who gave me a memorable, unpredictable, special 21st birthday celebration. I love it and enjoy it very much :) Thanks you, muacksss >.<

Happy Birthday to my dear friend, Mr Pig Chow Guo Wei too, turned into 21st 2 days earlier than me... hehe :p Hope that you don't mind to celebrate together with me for 3 years.. yupe, correct, is 3 years, unbelievable~~

Dear friends, 21st birthday was so warmth to me. I will definitely remember this day forever and ever.

Okiess, it's time to make a promise to you all, or I would say it's taking all your kindly advice. Melanie grew up! I promise I will take good care of myself, always.

Let's stay happily together :D

New Comprehend

Frankly speaking,Singapore, is not an unfamiliar place to me. I went to there almost few times per year. This year, another feeling, or it's more like a new comprehend about this city.

This is a city where everyone works so hard in pursuing a better life. Somehow similar to my perception although I still do not agree with their boring way of living.

These days, I see another side of it. Quality living comes from yourself. Everyone has a rights to choose how they want to live. Go with what you will enjoy with and that's already a satisfaction of life.

Seeing the Singapore River, along with wonderful night life, is already a prove to this.

Suddenly fall in love with a fresh, new Singapore River.

Healthy Life

Exam is coming to an end. There's still one subject, Film Studies, to go...

During these 3 weeks final exam, there are a lot of things cross my mine, a lot more things to do, and loads which I wish to do too...

I suppose I have to live a healthy life (at least for this holiday) since I have been living a so called "ab-normal" life fo such a long time...

Thinking to refurnish my room, jogging every morning, read several books that I intended to read for so long, sleep more (at least 8 hours a day), plan my future, yamcha with friends, watch movies and dramas, and the most important thing is take care of myself, do not make myself to fall sick (Haha... :D my mission)

Hmm, looking forwards to my 3 weeks 'new life'

Sometimes

Sometimes, I feel that world is just too complicated...

Sometimes, I feel it's hard to get across obstacles...

Sometimes, I feel no one could understand the 'newly' world that I'm facing...

Sometimes, my friends are besides me, giving unlimited support...

Sometimes, I feel glad with the current situation that I have...

Sometimes, it's just inside feelings...

Sometimes, it's just sometimes...

Sick

The end of week 12, a week that need to rush for 3 assignments, I finally collapse...

Fall sick around 6.15am morning, which the night I didn't sleep, whole day and night working out the Communcation Law report (sux subject)

Got fever, but still need to rush to Star Tower early in the morning, to carry n with our live show setting...

I was blur, thought I couldn't do that setting anymore. But, how miracle, when I get into th studio, don't know what forces, my sick is gone... and I manage to do it efficiently...

However, after it ends, I turns back to sick again.. *poor me*

Had a tough week, but then I realize I have something, so called "inner-determination" that could holds me till the end of my work...

Wonder this is a good thing or a bad thing...

True Blessing

Still on-going with university busy life. This year, after came back from internship, I realize that almost everyone around me, change lots...

Guess including myself, I admit, I changed a lot too...

Glad to see this development in my friends. This means that everyone do grow up, during this 3 months internship.

I guess, the over flexibility in this field, make us feel that we, somehow, must appreciate few months time left at our university...

Although, I know, sometimes, I don't really keep in touch with others, especially during internship (or most probably after graduate), but what is true and real, will last....

Thanks to my dear friends that always be by my side, even though I was so busy and might ignore your kindness to me ;p

But, don't forget, I did, feel touch and remember all your kindness... So, your kindness has not wasted, I put it deep in my true heart : )

I will love to see everyone of us take a suitable road and get your own charming, colourful, bright future : ) True blessing to you and me ~ ~

我和幸福有约

有人说，有些人与生俱来就快乐，理所当然地拥有着简单的幸福；也有人告诉我，快乐是需要学习的，它很难，并存在于你的观念之中。

快乐不是必然，但不快乐就很难幸福。

坦白说，我并不知道现在的我是不是快乐的。或许，当我没有想起这问题时，我是快乐的。

最近经常灵光一现，回想起好多好多往事，有中学单纯的幸福生活，有水生火热但又充份享受的大学生涯，当然，理想与现实交错的培训生活也是我记忆里重要的一环。

不知道是不是经历了许多的缘故，感觉最近，越来越想拥有简单的幸福。

不需要每一天都很快乐，只需要做自己，对人对事可以坦然，表现最直接的想法和感觉，再勇敢地做自己想做的事，就已经足够。

或许，长大了。当现实越贴近，感觉越清醒，往往就是惘然的开始。

从最初到现在，从来都不知道什么是珍惜，错过了很多。

或许自己太主观，也或许太悲观，老是觉得可以更好。回头想想，其实那何尝不是有点累。

再回首的一刻，才发现这些酸甜苦辣都只是生活的调剂品。没有了它，又怎么会有这么多的回忆。

庆幸，走到今天，20来头，发现了快乐和幸福的重要性。

虽然已经清楚知道，人越大，离快乐越远，但我会努力追随简单的快乐，因为我，和幸福有约 : )