Recalling 2008

2008, is a fully-harvested year.

At the beginning of this year,

I got in touch with the real world,

gone through ups and downs, and knew myself better.

At the middle of this year,

I was in war, fighted for better performance,

realized how would I prefer to behave when I have no choice,

but to face unlikeable people and circumstances.

At the end of this year,

I was so glad that there are still so many soul-mates

supporting me, knowing me, understand me

and always besides with me :)

SMVMS Trip

Yeah !!! Finally, we went for our smvms trip ^^

Did enjoy it very much although I was tired brfore, during and after the trip...

Below are photos grabbed from Michele's blog...

Michele, remember to pass photos to me ar...

and all the best in your new semester : )

平安夜 不安宁

今年的平安夜 一点儿也不安宁
唉 因为身体终于拉起了警报
还是乖乖地到诊所拜访医生了

真讨厌 哪有人平安夜在诊所的~~
不对！我就是那个奇怪的人！

回到家 倒了杯水
看着桌上的药 突然想起了你....

我讨厌吃药 因为很苦
不病得死去活来 谁也没办法叫我吃药

就只有你
也只有你可以
可以诱骗我吃药
突然 好想好想你 好久没和你联络了.....

I Did Mind

2 years, it's not a long neither short period.

I thought I've forgot what did I feel 'on that time', but obviously after 2 years, I realize it's still clearly craved in my heart and mind.

When my friend ask me about you, my heart is painful.

"Stranger..." this is the only word I spoke. Yes, indeed, we are stranger now.

How stupid I am, how naive I am.

I thought although we have wouldn't have any relation, but you will still keep our last promise, but you didn't. And, I'm the only stupid person in the world who still keeping this promise. I never thought I have this day....

On the last day, I actually found out you never, instead, keep our last promise. But I did keep our promise till now.

I thought I don't mind, but my bleeding heart told me I did mind, I very mind...

How could you gave people a feeling that you love peace...

How could you mentioned I was the culprit of all these matter instead I was the victim...

How could you never even spoke what you did...

How could you be so unfair to me...

All these unanswerable question appear to me...

I did mind what you did!

Days After 20th Dec 2008

I'm free, totally free of any burden now because glad to annouce that

I graduate ! (even though convocation will be at Marcch 2009)

I'm planning ahead of my holidays : )

Going off to a few places for vacation,

meeting up my 'old friends' and ex-colleagues,

shopping around, watch my lovey movie and drama series,

sleep whenever I feel like to................ and etc etc.

Wow!!!! What a fabulous life I've dream of for a long time.

Feel like shouting out loud,

"Freedom & Happiness is my highest priority now!!!!"

Needing Silence

Due to the final exam, I've live a more, so called 'peaceful' days.

Got a chance to have more in-depth thinking,

no matter on my future, on friends and relationships or any other matter.

Indeed, as time passes, finding myself speaks less and not that frequent anymore.

There's no hidden reason, but don't find any reason to voice out.

It's wouldn't help.

In turn, it would most probably become a burden for me.

That's not worth.

So, I need a silence from you, for me.

Lose Control

Never never expect that I have a day which I, lose total control because of you.

You might think my attitude to you change, especially recently...

But I'm here, to clarify, my heart didn't change...

It's still the same. The one that I care.

Maybe the only different is I want to make a difference,

I'm not the one that could understand you,

I'm not the one that you will choose to talk to,

And I'm never the one that you will care.

Anyway, I just want you to understand,

I still care a lot of you...

我们的大话西游

话说...

故事从三年前开始...

即将要不食人间“烟火”的唐三藏(简称唐三藏)、鸡精(Ok@_@ 这不算是一个好名字,但鸡精还是勉为其难的接受了)、猴精、猪精和沙憎从未谋面，也不曾想过会结下什么缘...

就在一个世态炎凉的大环境下，它们认识了.

从相识到相惜，它们个别吵过、骂过、不爽过、不谅解过...

在乎, 心疼, 关心, 体谅...

是它们的出发点, 是为彼此作出改变的初衷.

也正因为这些, 才会有今天的唐三藏、鸡精、猴精、猪精和沙憎.

时间一分一秒地过去, 转眼, 三年就这样过去了.

虽然认为终于可以松上一口气，但是早就埋下的感情也偏偏在这时候作祟了.

三年, 没日没夜地聚集在一起, 疯狂地干过许多“好事”, 也义无反顾地互相拔刀相助过...

终于还是要画上完美的句点了.

虽然接近尾声的时刻, 猪精被狐狸精给缠上了, 但至少, 为了唐三藏、鸡精、猴精和沙憎的友情, 猪精拿出了向狐狸精说“不”的勇气. 唐三藏, 为了鸡精、猴精、猪精和沙憎, 扔下亲人“独守家中”. 鸡精, 为了猴精、唐三藏、猪精和沙憎, 就连“远在天边”的家也不回. 猴精, 为了猪精、沙憎、鸡精和唐三藏(也不知道是不是为了这4只妖怪, 哈哈)不惜形象, 乱串“场子”、搞气氛. 沙憎, 嗯, 这有小难想咯, 哈哈, 开玩笑的啦, 沙憎奉献可大了呢! 为了猴精、唐三藏、鸡精和猪精, 它付出了可贵并且没有“战乱”的场子让大家敞开心扉...

那一天，最不争气的应该是鸡精了(其实唐三藏也不赖啦), 不知道哪根筋搭错线, 竟然在没有预警的情况下“失控”了. 其实, 追根究底都是唐三藏的错. 明明就是自己放不下“人世间的情怀”, 点上了什么歌, 好让神经质的鸡精先“失控”, 真讨厌...

再来就是那睡醒的猪精. 偏偏在这种时候醒(都不知道是不是选时候起身看热闹的). 那歌声加上友谊的肩膀, 又让笨鸡精“失控”了...

沙憎也是的. 千选万选, 却选在鸡精还没复原的时候轻拍了两下鸡精的头. 该死的! 鸡精又不争气地“失控”了!

所以，总结就是鸡精是全程下来最失败的!

无论是不是最失败的, 鸡精还是有些话想说.

唐三藏, 谢谢你一路来的关心. 鸡精很撑的个性让它这一路走来很辛苦. 幸好有你的陪伴, 才让鸡精还可以是今天的鸡精...

猴精, 谢谢你体谅和放纵任性的鸡精. 鸡精其实都清楚几时的自己正在任性着. 你的谅解和尽可能地满足鸡精, 让鸡精很窝心...

猪精, 本来你的思想、差距都和鸡精差很多, 但是你的包容、沟通让鸡精看到了你的好, 谢谢你拉近了大家的距离...

沙憎, 谢谢你的用心. 其实你的细心和体谅, 鸡精都有感觉到, 也都有放在心里, 谢谢你...

庆幸“还有你陪我走过这一切, 记忆中你那些微笑的脸........”

My Dear Friend

Came across my friend's 21st birthday.

Happy Birthday ya, hui ling!



Glad to know everyone of us doing good and graduating soon :)

Appreciate and really enjoy those moments,

chit-chating about our past and future.

As time passes, I found myself hard to release emotions.

Though, when we sat down,

I realize I'm just myself, a true self, with my dear friends.

Don't have to say much, you all will know.

Sat surrounded by you all, not speaking even a word,

also makes friendship clear that it's worth!

It makes me so warmth, so relax.

Come Across

Sometimes, it's just to hard to start a relationship.

As you grow older, many things, many considerations,become the obstacles.

To start off, bravity is everything.

But soon, how can you both assure of your coming path.

Right person,

Right timing,

Right perception

are everything to ensure a sparkling future.

Not Feeling Well

Have been busy for all these days.

Familiar with this kind of busy-ness, still body is upset.

Headache always attack, and it will soon burst me out too.

I believe I still can overcome the 2 weeks left,

however, need some time to recover from upside down body condition.

Coming to an end

It's coming to an end, 4 more weeks to go,

and that's the end of my degree studies.

So much feelings raise up from the deep bottom of my heart.

Woudn't say I have a tremendously cool, enjoyable University life,

but I would rather summarize my University life as colorful,

full of different emotions.

Seeing my friends, we have come along for a long period.

Know each others well, chit-chatting without consider much,

that's really a likeable matter to me.

Will continue to appreciate the time together :)

Random

Lived in city since I was born. Used to it.

However, as I grew older, and when it reaches midnight...

I wonder how good to have a sea in the city.

It helps overcome loneliness...

The natural sound helps calming thought and emotion...

Live With My Way

When things or time almost coming to an end, human will start to recall....

This year, there are much to appreciate..

Those memories, those memory-builders are always around in my life..

Loving my life. Loving the way I live.

Just like how my memory-builders love me and I love them in return.

Holiday Days

Spended the day with my ex-schoolmate..

We've watched Painted Skin, shops around (spended much too =.=") and...

had 'yummy' lunch together.. The lunch that I will not forgot forever...

We tried out Yogi Tree cafe, one of the Organic restaurant at The Gardens..

At first,I was very excited,but then I got a pasta with full of EGGS..yucksss ~~

I ate some, very few of it..

While the waiter intended to clean up our table, he was curious, asked me is that pasta not nice and I was like.. hmm.. how to answer..

At last, I only managed to answer, "Not really, actually not the pasta's problem.."

My friend added, "she don't like eggs..." =.=" OK~~ this is kind of embarrasing...

Anyway, this was a happy day, which I have eager for it for such a long time..

Thanks for spending the day with me..

Oh ya, Thanks for your present too ya :)

21st ~ officially adult

I know, this title is kinda funny to some of my friend (since they still do not agree that I grow up and could be an adult) =.=" BUT, friends, glad to announce here, I turned into 21st this year.

Thanks to those who remember my birthday~~


and also, specially thanks to those who gave me a memorable, unpredictable, special 21st birthday celebration. I love it and enjoy it very much :) Thanks you, muacksss >.<

Happy Birthday to my dear friend, Mr Pig Chow Guo Wei too, turned into 21st 2 days earlier than me... hehe :p Hope that you don't mind to celebrate together with me for 3 years.. yupe, correct, is 3 years, unbelievable~~

Dear friends, 21st birthday was so warmth to me. I will definitely remember this day forever and ever.

Okiess, it's time to make a promise to you all, or I would say it's taking all your kindly advice. Melanie grew up! I promise I will take good care of myself, always.

Let's stay happily together :D

New Comprehend

Frankly speaking,Singapore, is not an unfamiliar place to me. I went to there almost few times per year. This year, another feeling, or it's more like a new comprehend about this city.

This is a city where everyone works so hard in pursuing a better life. Somehow similar to my perception although I still do not agree with their boring way of living.

These days, I see another side of it. Quality living comes from yourself. Everyone has a rights to choose how they want to live. Go with what you will enjoy with and that's already a satisfaction of life.

Seeing the Singapore River, along with wonderful night life, is already a prove to this.

Suddenly fall in love with a fresh, new Singapore River.

Healthy Life

Exam is coming to an end. There's still one subject, Film Studies, to go...

During these 3 weeks final exam, there are a lot of things cross my mine, a lot more things to do, and loads which I wish to do too...

I suppose I have to live a healthy life (at least for this holiday) since I have been living a so called "ab-normal" life fo such a long time...

Thinking to refurnish my room, jogging every morning, read several books that I intended to read for so long, sleep more (at least 8 hours a day), plan my future, yamcha with friends, watch movies and dramas, and the most important thing is take care of myself, do not make myself to fall sick (Haha... :D my mission)

Hmm, looking forwards to my 3 weeks 'new life'

Sometimes

Sometimes, I feel that world is just too complicated...

Sometimes, I feel it's hard to get across obstacles...

Sometimes, I feel no one could understand the 'newly' world that I'm facing...

Sometimes, my friends are besides me, giving unlimited support...

Sometimes, I feel glad with the current situation that I have...

Sometimes, it's just inside feelings...

Sometimes, it's just sometimes...

Sick

The end of week 12, a week that need to rush for 3 assignments, I finally collapse...

Fall sick around 6.15am morning, which the night I didn't sleep, whole day and night working out the Communcation Law report (sux subject)

Got fever, but still need to rush to Star Tower early in the morning, to carry n with our live show setting...

I was blur, thought I couldn't do that setting anymore. But, how miracle, when I get into th studio, don't know what forces, my sick is gone... and I manage to do it efficiently...

However, after it ends, I turns back to sick again.. *poor me*

Had a tough week, but then I realize I have something, so called "inner-determination" that could holds me till the end of my work...

Wonder this is a good thing or a bad thing...

True Blessing

Still on-going with university busy life. This year, after came back from internship, I realize that almost everyone around me, change lots...

Guess including myself, I admit, I changed a lot too...

Glad to see this development in my friends. This means that everyone do grow up, during this 3 months internship.

I guess, the over flexibility in this field, make us feel that we, somehow, must appreciate few months time left at our university...

Although, I know, sometimes, I don't really keep in touch with others, especially during internship (or most probably after graduate), but what is true and real, will last....

Thanks to my dear friends that always be by my side, even though I was so busy and might ignore your kindness to me ;p

But, don't forget, I did, feel touch and remember all your kindness... So, your kindness has not wasted, I put it deep in my true heart : )

I will love to see everyone of us take a suitable road and get your own charming, colourful, bright future : ) True blessing to you and me ~ ~

我和幸福有约

有人说，有些人与生俱来就快乐，理所当然地拥有着简单的幸福；也有人告诉我，快乐是需要学习的，它很难，并存在于你的观念之中。

快乐不是必然，但不快乐就很难幸福。

坦白说，我并不知道现在的我是不是快乐的。或许，当我没有想起这问题时，我是快乐的。

最近经常灵光一现，回想起好多好多往事，有中学单纯的幸福生活，有水生火热但又充份享受的大学生涯，当然，理想与现实交错的培训生活也是我记忆里重要的一环。

不知道是不是经历了许多的缘故，感觉最近，越来越想拥有简单的幸福。

不需要每一天都很快乐，只需要做自己，对人对事可以坦然，表现最直接的想法和感觉，再勇敢地做自己想做的事，就已经足够。

或许，长大了。当现实越贴近，感觉越清醒，往往就是惘然的开始。

从最初到现在，从来都不知道什么是珍惜，错过了很多。

或许自己太主观，也或许太悲观，老是觉得可以更好。回头想想，其实那何尝不是有点累。

再回首的一刻，才发现这些酸甜苦辣都只是生活的调剂品。没有了它，又怎么会有这么多的回忆。

庆幸，走到今天，20来头，发现了快乐和幸福的重要性。

虽然已经清楚知道，人越大，离快乐越远，但我会努力追随简单的快乐，因为我，和幸福有约 : )

Tagged

Tagged again. By Michele.

The Rules:-
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List five (5) random facts about yourself
3. Elaborate five(5) characteristics/ positive elements u see in the one who tagged you.
4. Tag eight(8) people at the end of this post and list their names.
5. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

Random Fact 1
I love my life, although a tiring life, I enjoy it very much.

Random Fact 2
I have a lot of interests, but I found it hard to carry on, because I always find myself tired and the one and only interest that I can do is sleep.

Random Fact 3
I have very little time left. Day after day, I'm getting nearer to the real world.

Random Fact 4
I need someone to undertsand me, support me, when cruel realistic ruins me.

Random Fact 5
I appreciate people who love me and always by my side.

Michele
Random Fact 1
A friend that sat besides me when we were at secondary school.

Random Fact 2
She loves sports and science.

Random Fact 3
A happy-go-lucky person.

Random Fact 4
A tough person, I guess. Can handle things on her own.

Random Fact 5
She is caring. Always mumble about my high-pitch voice. Haha ;p

Tagged

My friend, now I understand what is Tag ! ;p

Tagged by Sze Wei

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1.Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2.Answer the questions below.
3.At the end of your article, mention anyone you would like to tag, or not tagging anyone also can, no limits! But you must answer the questions if anyone tagged you.
4.Inform those who have been tagged by leaving a comment in their blog.
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1.Your personality?
Hmm.. "A simple yet complicated person but prefer a simple lifestyle"... Hahaha :D Satisfied?

2.Your strength?
Happy go lucky, idealistic, hardworking (am i ?)

3.Your ambitious?
I used to be very clear at once.. but now, seemed that I need to take many things into account.. so you'll know when I really step into my career...

4.What are you thinking right now?
I need a bath, it's so damn hot these days...

5.Your comment about anything, any facts.
Life is not easy, especially when it comes to the day you need to make your decision.

6.The personality of the person who tag you?
A cheerful gal with all good personalities such as kind, helpful... and a good soul-mate! Haha ;D sure happy to see my answer!

7.The strength of the person who tag you?
Always satisfied, happy and know-well of what she is doing

8.What do you think about the person who tag you?
She is a good friend and good listener who gave me a lot of sweet memories. Remember that last time when we were in Form 4 and especially Form 5, we really stressed up, but we kept each others happy while faced all kinds of difficulties (hehe.. ;p most of the time is add maths period!)

Trips

These days, too enjoy my holidays. Went to a few vacations. Got terribly excited >.<

In order to "jump out" from a volatile life that I had previously, I spent 1 week at Singapore.

(Left) A S'pore road view

(Right) How wonderful to enjoy a Spa treatment at this kind of Spa Center

Most of the time, I was alone, going no where but just for the sake of taking a look.

Stamford Court, my Low Angle

(Left) Central Fire Station
(Right) It's raining, I was alone walking through Capitol Building

A more memorable trip was my vacation to Kuantan and Terengganu.

An evening spent at Kuantan beach

Batik making, a kind of art inspiration

Even though this is not the first time I've been to there, but maybe is my ex-colleague's back pack epiphany, I found this trip is far more meaningful and out of my expectation.

(Left) totally handly-made wayang kulit

(Right) Different sculptures

What kind of nuts worth RM10 huh??!!

God!Why should people spend $ on snake..
Conventional music players

Apparently, I've become a travel freak :)

Training Photos

Our family photos

Shah Alam Sri Pentas 2 Studio

One In a Million Grand Finale

Julio & Mandy

(Left) News Special Report, covered at KLCC

(Right) Political news, during general election

General Election

News Polling Night,

a special news live show,

worked with NTV7 news team

Our news Control Room

(Left) my lovely colleague, Broadcast Journalist Bao Yan

(Right) News Production Assistant, Shu Wen

(Left) 8 E-News, June

(Right) Project Superstar Crew

My buddies at 8TV

If you can't see clearly, you could click on the photos to enlarge :p