True Blessing

Still on-going with university busy life. This year, after came back from internship, I realize that almost everyone around me, change lots...

Guess including myself, I admit, I changed a lot too...

Glad to see this development in my friends. This means that everyone do grow up, during this 3 months internship.

I guess, the over flexibility in this field, make us feel that we, somehow, must appreciate few months time left at our university...

Although, I know, sometimes, I don't really keep in touch with others, especially during internship (or most probably after graduate), but what is true and real, will last....

Thanks to my dear friends that always be by my side, even though I was so busy and might ignore your kindness to me ;p

But, don't forget, I did, feel touch and remember all your kindness... So, your kindness has not wasted, I put it deep in my true heart : )

I will love to see everyone of us take a suitable road and get your own charming, colourful, bright future : ) True blessing to you and me ~ ~

我和幸福有约

有人说，有些人与生俱来就快乐，理所当然地拥有着简单的幸福；也有人告诉我，快乐是需要学习的，它很难，并存在于你的观念之中。

快乐不是必然，但不快乐就很难幸福。

坦白说，我并不知道现在的我是不是快乐的。或许，当我没有想起这问题时，我是快乐的。

最近经常灵光一现，回想起好多好多往事，有中学单纯的幸福生活，有水生火热但又充份享受的大学生涯，当然，理想与现实交错的培训生活也是我记忆里重要的一环。

不知道是不是经历了许多的缘故，感觉最近，越来越想拥有简单的幸福。

不需要每一天都很快乐，只需要做自己，对人对事可以坦然，表现最直接的想法和感觉，再勇敢地做自己想做的事，就已经足够。

或许，长大了。当现实越贴近，感觉越清醒，往往就是惘然的开始。

从最初到现在，从来都不知道什么是珍惜，错过了很多。

或许自己太主观，也或许太悲观，老是觉得可以更好。回头想想，其实那何尝不是有点累。

再回首的一刻，才发现这些酸甜苦辣都只是生活的调剂品。没有了它，又怎么会有这么多的回忆。

庆幸，走到今天，20来头，发现了快乐和幸福的重要性。

虽然已经清楚知道，人越大，离快乐越远，但我会努力追随简单的快乐，因为我，和幸福有约 : )

Tagged

Tagged again. By Michele.

The Rules:-
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List five (5) random facts about yourself
3. Elaborate five(5) characteristics/ positive elements u see in the one who tagged you.
4. Tag eight(8) people at the end of this post and list their names.
5. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

Random Fact 1
I love my life, although a tiring life, I enjoy it very much.

Random Fact 2
I have a lot of interests, but I found it hard to carry on, because I always find myself tired and the one and only interest that I can do is sleep.

Random Fact 3
I have very little time left. Day after day, I'm getting nearer to the real world.

Random Fact 4
I need someone to undertsand me, support me, when cruel realistic ruins me.

Random Fact 5
I appreciate people who love me and always by my side.

Michele
Random Fact 1
A friend that sat besides me when we were at secondary school.

Random Fact 2
She loves sports and science.

Random Fact 3
A happy-go-lucky person.

Random Fact 4
A tough person, I guess. Can handle things on her own.

Random Fact 5
She is caring. Always mumble about my high-pitch voice. Haha ;p

Tagged

My friend, now I understand what is Tag ! ;p

Tagged by Sze Wei

Rules
1.Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2.Answer the questions below.
3.At the end of your article, mention anyone you would like to tag, or not tagging anyone also can, no limits! But you must answer the questions if anyone tagged you.
4.Inform those who have been tagged by leaving a comment in their blog.
5.Inform your tagger if you already done the tag.

1.Your personality?
Hmm.. "A simple yet complicated person but prefer a simple lifestyle"... Hahaha :D Satisfied?

2.Your strength?
Happy go lucky, idealistic, hardworking (am i ?)

3.Your ambitious?
I used to be very clear at once.. but now, seemed that I need to take many things into account.. so you'll know when I really step into my career...

4.What are you thinking right now?
I need a bath, it's so damn hot these days...

5.Your comment about anything, any facts.
Life is not easy, especially when it comes to the day you need to make your decision.

6.The personality of the person who tag you?
A cheerful gal with all good personalities such as kind, helpful... and a good soul-mate! Haha ;D sure happy to see my answer!

7.The strength of the person who tag you?
Always satisfied, happy and know-well of what she is doing

8.What do you think about the person who tag you?
She is a good friend and good listener who gave me a lot of sweet memories. Remember that last time when we were in Form 4 and especially Form 5, we really stressed up, but we kept each others happy while faced all kinds of difficulties (hehe.. ;p most of the time is add maths period!)

Trips

These days, too enjoy my holidays. Went to a few vacations. Got terribly excited >.<

In order to "jump out" from a volatile life that I had previously, I spent 1 week at Singapore.

(Left) A S'pore road view

(Right) How wonderful to enjoy a Spa treatment at this kind of Spa Center

Most of the time, I was alone, going no where but just for the sake of taking a look.

Stamford Court, my Low Angle

(Left) Central Fire Station
(Right) It's raining, I was alone walking through Capitol Building

A more memorable trip was my vacation to Kuantan and Terengganu.

An evening spent at Kuantan beach

Batik making, a kind of art inspiration

Even though this is not the first time I've been to there, but maybe is my ex-colleague's back pack epiphany, I found this trip is far more meaningful and out of my expectation.

(Left) totally handly-made wayang kulit

(Right) Different sculptures

What kind of nuts worth RM10 huh??!!

God!Why should people spend $ on snake..
Conventional music players

Apparently, I've become a travel freak :)

Training Photos

Our family photos

Shah Alam Sri Pentas 2 Studio

One In a Million Grand Finale

Julio & Mandy

(Left) News Special Report, covered at KLCC

(Right) Political news, during general election

General Election

News Polling Night,

a special news live show,

worked with NTV7 news team

Our news Control Room

(Left) my lovely colleague, Broadcast Journalist Bao Yan

(Right) News Production Assistant, Shu Wen

(Left) 8 E-News, June

(Right) Project Superstar Crew

My buddies at 8TV

If you can't see clearly, you could click on the photos to enlarge :p

Industrial Training # Days 94

As the title mentioned above, 94 working days, I finally finished my internship at 8TV.

And it means my Training blog entries come to an end too......

Actually I end it at 16th april, wednesday.

Sorry, my dear friends...

I know now only post my last week's review is abit late,but after internship, I'm busy with other things too... ;p (as you know, time is gold, I don't really like to waste time)

So, if you want to know how's it after I finished my life at 8TV...I would said..

wonderful, lively but frankly speaking, it's tough and full of grievance too

Now, I would rather prefer that in 8TV content creation,

far more than in 8TV News...

It's very hard and long to tell my 2 and a half months stories as a News Production Assistant cum Broadcast Journalist...

Maybe if you are interested, I can tell you face to face, but not here....

Later, I'll share my training memories here by photos... : ) Stay tune

Industrial Training # Days 86

Tremendously COOL !!!!! Bravo Death Note !!!

That day, when I was in KL Convention Centre covering Special Report, together with a senior..

My colleague called me, asked me out for movie after we off (that night), and she said got the first screening , free ticket special from our company...

And, I agreed to go (although super tired, super super rush, and till very late too)

At last, I never regret, because it's terribly interesting...

Self-Talk

Last week, worked for 7 days...

Today, at last, got a chance to rest...

I chosed to sat down alone in a Starbucks, ordered a cup of Latte..

Starred out of the glass, intended to rest my mind...

"How's your life?" a voice from my deep heart appeared,

it stop for a short while

"I'm fine..." a small voice answered, enhance by "I'm always fine and doing good"

Understood life is never easy,nothing could be always goes on as what you wish.....

You can choose to be a Latte, soft and warm.........

But doesn't mean the world will treat you as the same...

Nothing called fair and equal in the reality..

Learn to suit into the world without losing your true self, is what you should do right now....

Industrial Training # Day 50

Finally I got some time to update my blog. Almost 2 weeks since I changed department.

I'm happy to announce to the rest of the world "I"M IN NEWS & CURRENT AFFAIRS DEPARTMENT !!!!"

so happy, but so stress... 8TV mandarin news is the currently the Malaysia's top news...

And, everyone of them are so so so professional...

Have some experience in running assignments and aoing on-air..

Really happy : D

Industrial Training # Day 29

There's only one reason why I didn't post for such a long time - I'm busy.

If you are eager to know how's my life at 8tv, I would say that it's busy, it's fun, and it's sometimes, stressful...

I did a lot of things lately.

Went for One in a Million, did tagging.

Follow Brand Management Group to Why Why Love Press Conference.

Then, went to Sunway Pyramid, did Why Why Love fans gathering.

Did a New Year Party in 8tv.

I'll be officially changing to News and Current Affair department on 28th January.

Suppose to be very happy but I felt hard to leave Content Creation Group.

They are so good, so kind, so fun....

I really have a great time with them...

Industrial Training # Day 14

Working life is busy. Nothing much to describe.

I'm happy with this environment. Everyone is good. Work is serious.

Although public holidays and weekend might need to work, I don't mind.

Though, I love doing events.

10 more days to go before I shift department.

Look forward. Starting to countdown.......

Post from admin CEO office

Industrial Training # Day 7

Finally finish my first week in 8tv. What a tiring week, weekend also need to work.*sigh*

In another point of view, this weekend are the most happiest day for me, within this week.

Workout Project Superstar.. Wow !!! *like dreams come true*

I did register for all contestants. It's a lot. And various things happened too. Ask me in detail if you want to know.

My admin CEO department head really treat me well, wuwuwu.. I'm so touch T_T She called others to bring me in to different audition room and let me observe and learn.

On the other hand, I get to know a lot of Chinese Content Group people (in another term is production people) too....

They all are good to me. We make fun and enjoy. I like this kind of environment.

Although they might crazy and playful (almost all the time),they still did their job seriously. Everything go on smoothly.

So professional, I'm going to learn. Gambatae : )

Industrial Training # Day 5

I'm terribly tired but I feel like sharing to my friend, so that's why I'm here now.. hehe ;p

A lot of things to say between day 2 to 6, many things happen, many changes too.

However, I'm not going to talk very detail because need a long time and I just come back from Project Superstar, I need a good rest.

Hope you don't mind I let pictures do the talking...

Took this at 3rd day of working, admin CEO office christmas tree.I reach office too early and I manage to get very kindhearted colleague to open the front door for me (I'm too new and my entry tag is not ready yet).

But I couldn't get into another office of mine. Because only my head and her assistant got that office key. So, I took picture... ;p

Finally got my entry tag at 4th day.

5th day. Work at CEO office. Not admin CEO, is REAl CEO office of 8tv, En Omar. Not many document to do today.

So, my head call me to arrange all the CD at En Izham Omar's room. This is the first time I get into his room. I was shock.

Huge and comfortable. Not like normal office. This picture is only 1 side of the office.

This is another side of the office. So nice. So relax. So,so,so.... whatever so...

This is one shock. Another shock is inside this room, he has a few huge CD racks. I can say it's like a CD library ok? Can you imagine, I need to arrange his CD according to alphabetical order.. fine, who call me is intern... do la..

A lot of interesting thing inside.. En Izham Omar has various instruments also. From those, I know he really love music. Some of the instruments I don't really know too. This is 1 of the best instrument, 4 string bass, very very nice.

Since so many CD and instruments, yet arranging CD is bored too, so I ask my head whether I can play some music while working or not. She said OK, then I open some CD (I think we couldn't get those CD here) and that's Wow.............. again........... sound system surprise me... enjoy it.... :D

Industrial Training # Day 1

Report to Media Prima HR at 8.45am. Wait till 9 something.

Had a short brief with HR head Mr Kamal.

Sign agreement then report to 8tv.

So, 11.20am I settle down at Admin CEO department.

It's a powerful department. But, all malay.

Fine. I almost forgot all my Malay. It's time for me to speak and catch up again.

Luckily I still can understand and respond. My colleague are quite friendly too.

However, the work itself, don't seem interesting to me.

I know I could do admin work but I don't like it.

Luckily I will be at Admin CEO for 1 month, then I'll shift to content creation (production) department.

They brief through some of the work. Then I'm on my own. Blur-ing with everything.

Basically I did almost everything.

I see them chit-chating, eating tibbits, seeing me doing work, while I myself have to key in data, find the documentaries,preparing contract and answering all internal and external in coming phones.

Ok. I know it's stupid. I know you are laughing.

But, what to do. I'm new and in the stage of learning.

Fine, sounds like I'm complaining, actually I'm not, I do learn something.

Wish me luck in being an OL for 1 month....

Hell Preparation

Ok. These three days I'm super super busy. Preparing my coming early Industrial Training.

Went to a lot of shopping centre. Bought a lot of stuffs.

Stuffs like jeans, formal attire, sports shoes, high-heels, cosmetics....

All normal things but I lack of them.

Like jeans and sports shoes, you wonder why I need those.

Because they told me production don't wear high-heels and formal attire.

Need to wear jeans and sports shoes.

When they told me this, my mind only flash through a word... "DIE"

I don't like jeans. I only got one jeans and I don't realy wear it.

Somemore sports shoes, I don't even remember my last time wearing sports shoes.

High-heels always with me, I don't know since when.

And, cosmetics, I don't really make-up. Most of the time my friend help me to do make-up.

What to do. Need to learn.

While rushing, their HR still called me, request me to bring some document and passport size photos.

OMG !!!!! they need 3 passport size photos. I don't have so many...

Then rush to take photos again..

After I did my preparation, staraight away I travel to Penang.

Now, just come back from Penang.

Tired. Tomorrow start working.....

Wish me luck : )

Interview at 8tv

Unbelievable. Today, went to 8tv for Industrial Training interview.

I would said that it's quite relax.

I don't know why. I don't feel like I'm being interview. It's more like having a talk show.

Then, they got me straight away. Somemore, they're discussing my placement in front of me..

Weird but happy.

Because one interviewer from admin CEO department, one from admin branding department.

Both want me to get into their department.. See them arguing, really funny... Hahaha :D

Finally admin CEO won with the reason admin CEO is more powerful than admin branding department..

Suppose I'll start next year, 3rd January, but they need people urgently.

So, I'll start next monday.

Before that, I heard some of my coursemates who got Double Vision will start on 10th December, I still laugh, pity them, need to start so early, no study week, no holiday...

But, now, I'm the earliest to start among all my coursemates.

1st December end all my class. 3rd December start working... wuwuwuwu T_T

No study week for me, 15th December still need to take final exam...

In turn, I actually felt very excited because they'll teach me admin things, then there're a lot of production like Project Superstar Audition and 8tv Prom night LIVE show, they said they need me to get in those production too...

Wow.. terribly excited :D

Revealing

A lot of things happened. Happy, nervous, sad, everything blend together.

It's almost the end of this short semester.

I was happy that I could watch Cyndi's concert in my 20 years old time.

And I got a lot of excited experience too.

I was nervous because everything is not going on as smooth as I think. *sigh*

Life is like tat isn't it......

I was sad. No one could actually understand my situation and feeling.

Life is ruining out of my control. I don't know what makes me today is correct or wrong.

I just know things done, is done, no turning back.

I'm no longer the girl that you know....

But a girl that you may need more time to know.....

"Diaries" Fault

I never expect. Today, once again, you choose to hurt me.

I know you willl say you didn't.

But I knew. Since the day when we hand in topic that we want to do.

I can sense it. Strongly. You will hurt me. And, I admit, I couldn't stand with it.

Are you happy?? This is what you want to see isn't it??

Since the day I knew the truth, there's no turning back.... no matter what...

Hurt is done and it will be there forever and ever....

Very Soon

I'm going to prove to you I have the ability

I'm going to justify to you that you over lookdown on me

I'm going to WIN !!!!!

Tough Period

I remembered Yiu Sing told me.....


“The strongest man, is not the one that defeat how many person, but who have the competence of learning from failure ”

最強的強者，不是在於他打敗了多少人，而是他有本事從失敗中站起來



“The bravest man is the one who has the courage to face millions of difficulties ”

最有勇氣的人是他勇敢地面對接踵而來的困難

I, will be the bravest fighter @ 最有勇氣的強者!

Last Semester of Year 2

First day of schooling, no mood at all.

Don't know what really matters me. Just don't feel like talking.

Knowing I need to social around, still, didn't force myself to do it.

Looking at people, I feel hard to adapt myself again in school life.

Maybe this is what happen each semester start. I hate this.

Realize... something that I actually trying hard to ignore is still disturbing me.

Though it past, the tough feeling is still deep inside my heart.

Is it I have to go through all the way again to cure my painful experience...

Good but spent a lot Day

Early morning my cousin called for shopping. Thinking I have to end my semester break these few days, I agreed to go with her.

She's those heavily addicted to shopping, really can shop for a long time.

As compared to her, I'm still light shophaholic but today, I also spent a lot T_T

We shop for almost one whole day.

First stop is KL Pavilion. Spent almost 3 hours.

Second stop is Bangsar Shopping Center (bsc). She loves it very much =.="

Then we went to Bangsar Village,which is my 1st time been there.Quite nice ^^

And finally we went to Mid Valley and The Gardens. I love The Gardens.

The building design is far more better than KL Pavilion. Those design, laser reflection make it very class.

We went till 10pm.. OMG!!!!!!! One whole day spent inside shopping center. What a waste.

I thought we are going home, but she suggest we go BSC for a drink...

Though I'm so tired, but I wouldn't want to disappoint her,so I agreed too..

We sat at a Isa Bordega cafe for a drink...

The night atmosphere is good..I drank a cocktail, a very special one.. hehe..

Good but spent a lot day !

Torture

Late mid night. Couldn't sleep.

Yesterday my panel doctor changed a new medicine for me.It's a new medic.

I think it's quite heavy because I only have to eat at night. Once a day.

I felt hard, very uncomfortable. My heartbeat fluctuate.

Up and down. Very fast. Very irregular.

I got headache soon afetr consumed the medic.

Thought it's just a while, so I lay down on my bed. Hope to rest earlier.

But really couldn't sleep. After suffered for a few hours then only back to normal.

*Sigh* Torturing.........

Relax

Yeah !!!! a new look for my blog, hope to have a new mood : )

Yesterday, used half of my day to change my blog. At first, very excited to design my blog (coz wanted to do it long time ago but no mood and lazy).

After creating the header, I felt bored and lazy. So I kept it as simple as possible.. Hahaha lazy way of doing things..

Today, went Pavilion shopping. Not bad. Quite enjoy. ^^

Stable

Didn't post for such a long time.. My holiday is still ok... just sometimes a little bit bored..

Anyway, I feel very stable. Nothing to worry. Nothing to care of.

Readed some books. Got some new perspective.

Particularly, is a good thing for me. At least, I found another me.

Know things from different perspective. Hope to have some self-development.

Another main thing in this holiday that I'm eager to accomplish is prepare a 20th birthday present for myself..

Now, still in progress.. When it's ready, I can share it here with everyone... ^^

Special & Meaningful

17th September 2007. A very special day, for me. No school. No exam. But that's not what make me excited.

I have a special event to attend at 11.30am. At KPMG.

Suppose KPMG has no direct relationship with me because it's an accounting firm. The only thing is my mum work there.

However, surprisingly, I got the High Achiever's Award from KPMG. (According to them, they are giving out scholarship and I got selected)

Letter from KPMG

Wow!!! That's sounds really amazing huh.... ^^ Yeah.. quite unbelievably to me too...

So, this particular day, I attended the High Achievers' Award ceremony.. hehe ^.^

Basically, I'm not really interested in the name of High Achiever. In turn, I'm more eager to get that sum of $$$$$

Cheque received ;p Don't wanna let u noe how much $

They grant me the name, of course, a sum of $, a certificate(which they haven't ready)...

Ceremony was conducted at their Boardroom, a very nice, full-equiped Boardroom. Scholarship was given by KPMG Board of Director.

Got it !!! And happy taking H2 Balloon too...

The only thing that I'm not use to it was social with mum's colleagues and Board of Director.. @_@ BORED...

But at least, I'm satisfied with that $, enough for me to survive for at least half or 1 year... hehe ^^

In addition, got a blue balloon from Bio-Therm when I went out from Wisma KPMG.. Is Hidrogen balloon o... hahahaha.. so happy.. :D